#lose my virginity in the fucking safeway cooler? god

[muffinrag]

extremely hot plumber came to fix the sink at work. flirted with me. made a fool of myself. he left. im now having the worst dopamine crash ever

#what was i supposed to do anyway #fuck him in the cooler? #lose my virginity in the fucking safeway cooler? god #he was also easily 15 years older than me #god. whatever. whatever! ill just have some maladaptive daydreams and go back to pretending im normal #maybe i just need to stumble into a party get a little drunk and get fucked by some stranger. maybe thatd cure me #soliloquy