am getting a lot of character inspo for shriâiia from amy gone girl. I donât think sheâs as smart nor calculated but she is similar to some degree in that sheâs hyper aware of the current persona sheâs presenting and how sheâs appealing to the people. the masks and the mjndgames, thatâs basically how shriâiia operated while she was still serving under her matriarch in menzoberranzan. she needed to play the roles the matriarch required of her and it was only when she was with her matriarch that she can be âReal Shriâiiaâ, and thatâs how I imagined shriâiia to be esp in act 1 when she is so new and scared in the surface. she needed to work out who these people are (her companions) and what they liked, so her first persona - her blank one - the charming helpful paladin who got tadpoled and wants to go back home just like the rest of them (which was half true). she didnât really argue and she generally agreed to what the group wanted. she was helpful and co-operative, ask her about her past and she will tell you something bland and generic- interesting enough to be ooh-ing about but not too interesting that theyâll delve deeper into it. then, when she got to know them a little more, she started crafting little personas adjacent to her first one ; sheâs the girl whoâs curious about magic but never had the chance to learn with gale, sheâs a cool girl who likes mischief as debauchery with astarion, sheâs the one who likes to take risks and live in the moment with karlach, the knight in silver armor whoâs willing to help the tieflings with wyll, a disciplined fighter with laeâzel, someone who understands the depths of devotion with shadowheart - but none are really her, not really. ofc her own personality might slip in here and there but for the most part sheâs appealing to them and what theyâd like her to be but none of it is really genuine. shriâiia just needs to be on their good side to minimise the chances of them turning on her, and if they let her guard down itâll be easier for her to get rid of them should the need arise. taking up all these different masks, collecting all these intel abt them to be used for later, slithering and making a place in their minds - itâs really how she operated back in menzoberranzan. I think the only one who catches on to her game is astarion but thatâs bc heâs doing the same thing too, so itâs very game recognises game lmfao
itâs only when she breaks her oath and goes through her existential crisis that all of her masks drop and her real self comes out. she was never that kind of person lmfao ^, sheâs greedy, selfish, paranoid and rather obsessive. she doesnât care about a lot of things that doesnât concern her, she has a cruel streak that she hasnât shown before, and she hates doing anything that wonât really benefit her. but sheâs fiercely loyal to anyone she likes, like a dog. and severely she craves validation and approval - also like a dog.
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