#lkke if i talk abt it it makes it worse. but rn it isnt getting orse its juet constant so thsts good i shppose

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finally lating down for bed but randomly im so scared i do Not feel safe rn whats going on

#The killer. is here somewhere...... throws up #I NEED RO SLEEP KVE STAYED UP WAY TOO LATE MY ALARM GOES LFF IN 2 HOURS GIRL. BUT IM SCARED #like not joking likenteehee scared im like freaking out . gets scared #fhat gets scared ws a teehee but im like..you get it #aghfuhghh. i hate thisss #my psychosis has been getting rly bad for no reason like. visual stuff used to be Rly rare for me but its happening like #pretty much every day now? especially at work #ill literally just be cleaning rooms and theyre all watching me . and theyre like judt outside of my.vision #but i Know theyre there and i see them sometimes. and its like ok.. making a bed rn #do u mind. its bad enough. i have to deal eith wrinkls #judt ufhhh. donot appreciate it at all. n then th auditory stuff is happening more than usual and im like wojghhhhh why me.. #i need t tlime. try to sleep im just rlt scared andnik theres nothing here and im safe but like im not? at all #something rly rly rly bad is gonna happen as soon as i let my guard down i know it #whatevrvrr. whayevrr. at least i cn talk abt it usually i cant #lkke if i talk abt it it makes it worse. but rn it isnt getting orse its juet constant so thsts good i shppose #sry like..talking through it is helpful you see. #uhmmm..om. bedtkme naow #unreality #a2t #??? sry idk whats like needed. judt sort of sitting here