#literally sat there swirling in like existential dread for a good minute once it was over before snapping out of it and trying to process

[undyinglantern]

66/365

#365 days of music #okay ive talked abt this song before but when i read the lyrics to it i had such a strong visceral reaction #like most songs that dig up memories or emotions out of you do it in like a general(?) sense but i literally saw exact moments of my life #flashing before my eyes. and i was so caught off guard and hypnotized by it that i couldnt even pause bc i HAD to get through this song #so it was like slap after slap and gut punch after gut punch of [redacted moment] [redacted moment] [redacted moment] #literally sat there swirling in like existential dread for a good minute once it was over before snapping out of it and trying to process #what id just (re)experienced properly #SO ANYWAYS tldr thats how he became one of my favorite artists #but yeah i only read the lyrics 1 time #havent been able to work up to revisiting it but the impact of it still haunts me every time the song comes on