#listen ok yuri lowell may be what i think the Ideal Man is & that's why he's long been the character i cite for being the most in love with

[orcelito]

FACE. IN MY HANDS....

i just saw the interaction with dohalim and fahria

ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow

#speculation nation #toarise spoilers/ #step 1: fall in love with pretty man #step 2: find out pretty man has Tragic Backstory (vague) #step 3: find out pretty man is such a NERD & very autistic #step 4: find out pretty man is actually much nicer than he likes to say he is #step 5: see pretty man's Tragic Backstory in more depth & all the pain it brings #step 6: Cry probably #lkjsdflskdjflksdjflksdjflsdkjfdsf literally my journey with his character #i was drawn in by how pretty he is and his subtle sassiness. and his Wit... #then everything else followed. him being such a complex character. Deeply troubled. with a Huge hatred for himself. #which already wouldve made me a goner #but then he had to go and be a major nerd too!!!!! how am i supposed to handle all of this dlfjsldkfjsdf #listen ok yuri lowell may be what i think the Ideal Man is & that's why he's long been the character i cite for being the most in love with #but dohalim is quickly shunting himself very very high onto my list of all-time favorite characters #i only met him a WEEK ago and he has already fundamentally changed my brain construction lsjdflsdkjf #too many thoughts too many words and too little FANDOM #im already following the dohalim tags and it's like a fuckin Drought in there #has p5 fandom spoiled me??? i mean tales of arise has Some fandom but not nearly as much as i'd want #i feel like it's the lack of easily shippable gay pairings. i mean there Is potential there #but the straight pairs are the ones with the most chemistry overall #which doesnt lend itself to fandom over here #i think that's why tales of zestiria has far more fandom than most of the other tales games despite not having the best story #i love zestiria dearly but really its popularity lies so much with sorey and mikleo. That's why there's a decent amount of fan content #arise has such an amazing story and SUCH amazing characters. i keep talking about dohalim but the others are so good too #and of course. it has dohalim. who i love so so so so so so much #i mean ive been living with basically 0 fandom for orcelito so i guess i can do so with a very small fandom for dohalim #but it's just DIFFERENT. im fine with orcelito bc ive just accepted him as my own lol. i dont need a fandom to steal his identity. #in fact no fandom is better for that lol. no competition (aka how i have a canon url in the first place) #dohalim... i want to see more of him. i want to TALK about him. and i want DESPERATELY for people to know who im talking about.