#likr obviously born of a disorder but theyre pretty cool. it also makes me lsugh slightly bc i know hiw much they affect the way i hold

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#delete later #been thinkig of writing down all the characters in my head that i daydream with every day #bc a lot of them are kinda fun honestly #likr obviously born of a disorder but theyre pretty cool. it also makes me lsugh slightly bc i know hiw much they affect the way i hold #myself and feel. i make sure im daydreaming usung a strong emotionless confident character when i have interviews etc #and make sure i dont daydream using a softer and smaller character. when i need to relax i daydream a happier softer character #i have loads of characters i become abd loads i dont become just in my head. mostly in settings from media ive read or watched bc #its easier to get the details straight but i have quite a few just in worlds ive made. one or two that are from wh i was 12 or so #its odd to think that ppl dont have these vivid lives playing out in their heads. like right now i can check in on ellis and ash and elise #and theyre all doing different things. most of tge time tgey just go on pause but like ellis is in thr library laid on the floor humming #i also have multiple possessable characters in each area. for example #ellis ash and thomas all exist in the same place but arw all seperate characters with different plots. all three own the library in their #respective plots. it works like aus except the place is the same not the characters #(ellis is strongest ash is most chatty and creative and thomas is most kind and sweet. whoever i am i start possessing more of their traits) #its always me Caleb. i just take on the traits of these characters ive invented bc i need different things in different situations and dont #have the ability to modulate them myself. i need a bit of extra imaginative help