#like. okay. watching Sam hallucinate and get scared and flinch and make himself smaller around Lucifer and younger me going.

[quietwingsinthesky]

I don’t know why I am the way I am, but I feel like starting to watch the CW hit show supernatural, where men cry all pretty and get beaten up and kissed or possessed against their will a whole lot, as an impressionable preteen may have been part of it.

#and also absorbing the Lucifer/Sam plotline directly into my brain. just snorting that shit straight up. #like. okay. watching Sam hallucinate and get scared and flinch and make himself smaller around Lucifer and younger me going. #‘Hm! I am feeling some kind of way about this! No idea what it is yet but hope it isn’t awakening anything in me!’ #and then surprise it awoke things in me #I am Normal about supernatural. I am Normal about Sam Winchester. I swear. #i am Normal about him and do not have a deep desire to watch Lucifer [REDACTED INFORMATION]. I’m sooo normal about him #tw noncon #I should. I should probably delete this in the morning. yeah. #<3 I am sharing too much on the internet again oh well. noncon kink samifers unite (akshfjlsjd I think it might just be me) #look away dev