#like* 'fuck that i have uri and laurels NUMBERS i just dont have the RIGHT TIMELINE APPARENTLY THATS HOW IM A SHAM *THIS* TIME'

[minarcana]

#me like AUGH because sometimes i feel bad that i havent finished main storyline before i made this blog #bc everyone is mainly writing edw/post-edw for obvious reasons and im like #uuu i am just Out Here and i dont wanna read detailed summaries before i get there #i know Some Stuff obviously but im still sometimes like AM I A SHAM??? AM I A SHAM FOR MAKING THIS NOW?? #OTL #i know intellectually its fine but im also still grabby hands at some shb stuff i have to smack myself away from CRIES #and i wanna be able to write edw stuff because i wanna provide content that The People Want #ue ue ue (u know how it is) #weirdly usually my rp anxiety is like 'what if im not writing a muse properly' but this time im lime #like* 'fuck that i have uri and laurels NUMBERS i just dont have the RIGHT TIMELINE APPARENTLY THATS HOW IM A SHAM *THIS* TIME' #ooc #okay im gonna do an ic post i prommy