#like wow everything rly is so much more difficult when my already-arduous kitchen trek now involves 16 stairs + a baby gate each direction

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crying whimpering throwing up cuz i'm SO CLOSE to finishing my room but have been all day & now i'm at the point where i have to find homes for stuff that's just strewn about but my closet is blocked off on one side and full of messy ass carpet on the other & i need it to Not Be cuz i have to put this shit there

#also i've been doing a fantastic job cosplaying an ablebodied person for like two whole weeks but there is absolutely no denying the flare #im in at this point lmaooooooooooooo #real low point of my life was having fibro feet on my dad's couch while he was trying to sleep literally 10' away & he had a model he was bu #ilding on the coffee table so i couldn't fall off the couch or scream and cry #also i know it sounds like hashtag first world problems but having the kitchen on a different floor from my bedroom here is far rougher than #i could have expected #like wow everything rly is so much more difficult when my already-arduous kitchen trek now involves 16 stairs + a baby gate each direction