#like my copy of the book has some letters smuged because of tears

[guskinnie]

finished reading They Both Die at the End this morning and holy fuck Adam Silvera was not kidding

#this book was so sad #and i CRIED #i had never cried this much reading a book #but props to adam silvera #that guy knows how to shatter a fangirl's heart #like my copy of the book has some letters smuged because of tears #and i was only able to post now because i spent the whole day trying not to cry #but the worst part is that i knew it was gonna be sad #but towards the end i forgot that they could die in the next page #honestly mateo and rufus deserved so much better #and now im crying #again #great #they both die at the end #adam silvera #mateo torrez #rufus emeterio