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#like it feels like my brain got completely rewired by a self-taught dropout electrician. it's all wrong and bad for literally no reason
mosspapi
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2 months
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Straight up not having a good time rn
#my brain is still being incredibly stupid
#atp I genuinely don't think it can b anything other than the start of a flare
#like it feels like my brain got completely rewired by a self-taught dropout electrician. it's all wrong and bad for literally no reason
#like what other reason would I just Randomly get so violently depressed I can't think abt anything other than kms
#plus my adhd meds are absolutely not working rn either
#normally I'd have more of a warning before we got to this point but it's been so fucking hard to tell when smth physically is wrong anymore
#but also. I've been saying 'I think this is the start of a flare' since I got sick and it's never been a flare. so it's possible I'm just
#permanently gonna b stuck in this state of 'my brain is non functional' and idk what to do abt that
#like I can mostly cope with physically getting worse. it sucks and I hate it but I can adapt and manage myself ok.
#I CANNOT however cope with being debilitatingly suicidal at all hours of the day anymore.
#my brain doesn't work well enough anymore to deal with that shit again. I cannot do that. so idk what the fuck I'm gonna do here
#was any of that coherent? I don't think so lmao
#oh well. I'm exhausted and my brain is fried and all I can think abt is hurting myself so what can ya do
#armchair speaks
#suicide mention
#tw suicide mention
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