#like ik his motivations are basically just 'i am an evil terrible shitty person' which like- that checks out that makes sense! but like

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love how the owl house confirmed the belos is philip theory and you’d think i wouldnt instantly have more things im confused about. you’d also be horribly wrong dfghjhgf

#LIKE-?? since its confirmed officially that they're The Same that made me think about 'well shit that means hes been there since the 1600s' #but then i remembered how toh is set in like modern day so im just-?? how is he still alive i dont- human lifespans are Not that long so #like how has he not died somehow someway. and then i was like 'maybe the palisman thing is whats been keeping him alive??' since we see him #doing that shit even back when lilith and luz went back in time and shit but then its like- how would that keep him alive?? and now im just- #they had that thing w/ the palismen spirit thingy in his mindscape but like. tbh im so confused about that like?? is it like a curse thing?? #like we can figure that whatever it is belos is doing is why that thing exists but like. that doesnt explain the how of it and it sure as #hell doesnt explain WHY he does that. like sure i get him wanting to destroy them given his shit about magic especially 'wild' magic but #i'd think if he *just* wanted to destroy them he wouldnt do the... thing he does??? and now im just- why? does he do that??? #like ik his motivations are basically just 'i am an evil terrible shitty person' which like- that checks out that makes sense! but like #im still confused about these other things now. like now that the Big questions of like- 'who actually is belos' and 'what are his exact #motives and goals' have been cleared up its like my brain instantly went 'HEY WHAT ABOUT THESE OTHER CONFUSING THINGS THIS EPISODE DIDNT #EXPLAIN' 'cause like- i dont have any real lingering questions with anything else from this episode i think it was all explained very #clearly (but also. what exactly is a grimwalker. like what exactly Is that). ...except these two things relating to belos #and like im Sure they'll clarify it somehow at some point but for now im just- ??? how is this happening and what is happening in relation #to these very specific things?? #like unless i just completely missed something i dunno sdfghgfds #the owl house spoilers #sorry if this is incoherent also im no good at putting thoughts into words DFGHGFD