#like i literally loved their writing sm and the way they made me fall inlove with this one ship that i wanted to write for it too so bad

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YALL. I THINK MY FAV AUTHOR/FIX WRITER ON AO3 FOR COD QUIT WRITING FOR THE FANDOM. LIKE, I TOTALLY RESPECT THEIR DECISION 100%, BUT STILL DEVASTATED Y’KNOW?

LIKE, THEIR WRITING WAS ONE OF THE BEST THINGS IVE SEEN. THEY ALWAYS FED MY LOVE FOR THIS CERTAIN SHIP THAT I FELL INLOVE WITH IT!! (IVE REREAD THEIR WORKS SO MANY TIMES IDEK HOW MANY 😢). AND I JUST CHECKED UP ON THEIR AO3 ACC FOR UPDATES AND I SAW THEIR MOST RECENT FIC WAS TURNED TO “BY ANONYMOUS” WITHOUT A UNDERLINE (WITH UNDERLINE MEANS ITS ANONYMOUS IN A COLLECTIVE RIGHT? AND WITHOUT MEANS IT WAS ARCHIVED??)

AND Y’KNOW WHAT ELSE?? THERES BEEN MULTIPLE OCCASIONS AT LEAST MORE THAN 4-5 TIMES WERE THEY QUIT/ SLOWED DOWN UPLOADS BECAUSE PEOPLE WERE SO DEMANDING FOR MORE☹️☹️. LIKE IF THATS THE REASON THEY STOPPED I FEEL SO BAD BECAUSE THEY SEEMED SO PASSIONATE ABOUT THOSE FICS TIL PEOPLE GOT LIKE THAT.

LIKE, OF COURSE I ALWAYS FEEL BAD WHEN SOMEONE DOES THAT. BUT I FEEL EVEN WORSE IF IT HYPOTHETICALLY MADE THEM QUIT. AND I THINK IT MUSTVE HAPPENED TODAY OR YESTERDAY NIGHT ☹️☹️. I HONESTLY RLLY HOPE EVERYTHING IS OKAY WITH THEM URHEHJSJSNA :(((

#reveris rambles #ao3 writer #cod writer #I WAS SO SHOCKED WHEN I SAW ANONYMOUS AND NOT THEIR USERNAME #IF THEY FULLY LEAVE THE FANDOM IM GONNA MISS THIS SO MUCH BRO #I LOVE THEIR WRITING SM I MIGHT ACTUALLY READ FICS FOR OTHER FANDOMS THEY MADE #its not the same but i love their writing sm :(( #i swear i respect their decision sm #i respect their decision 100% #but i literally just found out a couple minutes ago and im going through it #im always called a drama king so if i seem melodramatic thats why #sorry guys #i just have no one else to rant to this about and i need to tell someone #even if no one else sees this #ive never had this happen to me either so idk yall :( #like i literally loved their writing sm and the way they made me fall inlove with this one ship that i wanted to write for it too so bad #they’re like my inspiration tbh #like if i wanted to be a writer like someone? itd be them :( #sorry i think im being weird about this #anyways im probs gonna start rereading all their cod fics #no because that wasnt the update i was expecting when i logged into ao3 to see if they wrote anything new