#like i am an ant looking at an unloving god and realizing i will never see this again. i will never comprehend this.

[bowenoke]

i thought this was the worst thing in the world to find when going to an author's page after reading a work i enjoyed

but absolutely nothing could've possibly prepared me for the sheer terror of

#like. this is it. this is what they mean by cosmic horror #like i am an ant looking at an unloving god and realizing i will never see this again. i will never comprehend this. #not dropping the author though bc there's also some content that incites more mundane horror and we try to keep it family friendly here