#like he was all very 🫨😬🙁😐😶🫥🫥🫥

[bee-does-things]

So like I know the scene with Astarion where he reveals he’s a vampire and bites you is supposed to be hot and all. But my Tav just looked like he was dissociating the entire time and incredibly uncomfortable. Like he was instantly regretting his choice to let it happen but was like “well I mean I already said yes so what can I do?” I feel kinda bad for him not gonna lie.

#like he was all very 🫨😬🙁😐😶🫥🫥🫥 #dude did not want to be where he was experiencing what he was experiencing #he looked so fucking uncomfortable and sad throughout the scene and now I feel bad for letting that happen #I know there wasn’t supposed to be an undercurrent of SA to that scene. but yeah with the expressions my dude was making #that’s how I read it not gonna lie #doesn’t help that my Tav is based on my dnd character #who has a lot of themes of exploitation and being used in his backstory #his mom essentially groomed him to fit a destiny decided by her mother and then kept him in the dark about everything #his ex-husband told him he was only using him for sex and didn’t actually love him #an old friend of his turned out to just be using him to help him accomplish his own goals and didn’t actually care about him at all. #dude has been through a lot and I’m not gonna lie #I don’t think he’d handle being used as a living caprisun and being emotionally manipulated by a vampire very well #baldurs gate gale #baldur’s gate 3 #astarion #my tav