#like genuinely im taking a relatively light course load and im falling behimd people in harder course loads

[mkscatgirl]

I stayed up too late

#suddenly i am mentally unwell #i just feel like i cant keep up with school #like uni is 100% designed AGAINST having any work like balance idk how people do it #like genuinely im taking a relatively light course load and im falling behimd people in harder course loads #like i just do not get anything and i dont have the energy to devote myself to understanding #like i do have the time theoretically but if i used it all i would just become SO depressed i would actually killmyself fr #idk i think i might just be too stupid or mentally ill or both to finish uni #i dont even care about getting good grades i just want to pass decently but i feel like i cant even do that 😭😭 #its just so hard and like im drowning and i just cannot keep up #anyways i just need to sleep im exhausted and giving the brain demons too much power #ill just fuckimg fail its fine whatecer ill just try harder next assignment #like i havent said that every assignment and this ome being the worst #no but this week has actually be brutal for me #but oh well #just grinf every day its fine its whatever just soend wvery waking moment doing work youll get tjrough ut jgs fine #im not fixing any of those typos it doesnt matter fuck this