#like everything I get autisrically annoyed and mad about is just 10x worse in the summer

[foolishfalls]

Fuck it I tried! I’m gonna get high kind of day

#had an HRT follow up and it went well but I wish referral processes for surgery were easier #I hate having to do research on insurance shit on my own #idk if it’s bc of my old job and my experience with it last year but it kind of triggers me in a weird way lol #and then I went to the gym and it was fine but I felt like everyone was staring at me the whole time #like I wasn’t supposed to be there or something #like why is the gym always crowded when I wanna go I’m not a morning person :( #dumb problems I guess but I have not been doing too hot lately #or rather I have been RUNNING HOT ALL THE TIME bc I fucking hate summer and it dysregulates me so bad!! #like everything I get autisrically annoyed and mad about is just 10x worse in the summer #and I love being on T so far mostly but it also doesn’t help bc it makes me sweaty and a tad more reactive than normal! #anyways gonna get High and watch utena bc Fuck it we ball