#like cabt believe im saying this but i wish i went to work more so i have smth to do lmaooo ... like i literally dreamt of doing nothing

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guys im actually so sad these days 🤣🤣

#i only regularly talk to one friend and she kinda bothers me sometimes ... everyone else is just passive shit like ig stories or wtvr #ive seen my friends like twice since hols started otherwise ive just been at home rotting. everyday just feels like jelly #like cabt believe im saying this but i wish i went to work more so i have smth to do lmaooo ... like i literally dreamt of doing nothing #after graduating im doing that rn and realising its actually not good at all who knew #i saw some friends yday i felt so happy but i just continue to be so recluse bc its easier. but then it isnt #i just keep avoiding talking to ppl and making plans and doing things cuz its just easier to be by myself but its Not bc i literally feel #sick.