#like anyone thats like 30+ im perfectly fine around aside from my usual social anxiety

[friendlessclown]

why are ppl so fuckign scaryyy :(((

#im scared of 11 year olds in starbucks and idk whyy #i think it might be bc i dont have any irl friends so i only rlly go out with my parents #and then i see other teenagers out together and the little social anxiety guy in my brain is like oh no they will think u are NOT COOL #anyways a middle aged woman complimented me on my boots today which was nice :•)) #also ive figured out that im mostly scared of people closer to my age #like anyone thats like 30+ im perfectly fine around aside from my usual social anxiety #unless theyre older men who sit too close to me and make too much eye contact #but even then its like;;more just being uncomfortable less outright fear #also i can talk to other ppl my age online okay for whatever reason???? #which is nice bc now i have friendss #but irl teenagers are still scary :((