#like I also had this irrational fear of the earth depleting resources

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crazy to think I was so peculiar as a very young child before the abuse started setting in to change me. I would get so pissed off because we had a game in preschool where you would do a certain move around the carpet in a circle and I was convinced everyone was galloping wrong and I was the only one doing it right and I would just stew in annoyance. this is a symptom of something

#I was also PISSED when I had to start pronouncing sphere as sfhere instead of spear #because I was convinced I was doing it right and it was better #maybe I was just stubborn #but there are so many instances of this #like me being really peculiar #maybe it was ocd all along #because I would have such strange fears and stuff #and there was religion all cooked in #so I didn’t really notice because I could blame a lot on god #like I also had this irrational fear of the earth depleting resources #which came from Minecraft pocket edition having limited worlds and not infinite