#life has a funny way of teaching you the things you reeeeally struggle to tolerate

[samcat18]

At camp, we talked about different kinds of needs as a stool: the seat is survival needs, and each of the legs are freedom, fun, control, and love needs. I still tend to think about my day to day using this lens, and asking myself if my stool is even and comfy, and doing what i can to fix it if it's not.

This is all to say the control leg of my stool rn is a little nubbin, whittled away by the big things in my life that are all outside my control, and i am GRASPING for the need to control literally anything i can 😅😭😅

#about the samcat #whine whine complain complain #needs #if i could vibrate off the visible spectrum of light with how not-good i feel i would #life has a funny way of teaching you the things you reeeeally struggle to tolerate #where is the fast-forward button to my house being done and the office reno being done so things can maybe feel better