#lets pretend im also not behind in like four art assessments for the end of the year because i havent been able to bring myself to draw at a

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tbh my hands have been getting worse, its mostly when im holding things for an extended period of time but they ache alot and now i get periodic numbness in both hands alot more than i was before. it’s ? a bit nerve wrecking even if its nothing serious ?the first doctor i went and saw said my scans were clear and nothing was wrong but the fact that it is getting worse stresses me out. ( it could be because im working almost everyday even if its only for a couple hours at the moment but its still ?? ) so thank you for being patient with me, im sore alot and its hard to sit down and be creative. when i am here, i really love writing with you all so thank you for staying mutuals with me <3

#i wish i could write more but #the motivation after working is often ? dead #and i feel bad if i force myself to write because the content just isnbt the same #lets pretend im also not behind in like four art assessments for the end of the year because i havent been able to bring myself to draw at a #oopops