#legitimately i think if someone hugged me I’d crumple into a mess of goop and tears

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I want to sit n play video games and drink tea and listen to songs together. I want to go for a snack run to the grocery store. I want to sit and hear my friend breathe and laugh and smile, i want to hear every mundane fucking sound they make, i want to see how they walk, i want to borrow beloved blankets to burrow in, i want to be near the people i love so dearly but who live continents away. a

#personal tag #im fucking lonely and stressed and tired and in pain and i just want to hug my friends #legitimately i think if someone hugged me I’d crumple into a mess of goop and tears #me: why do i have so much tension and headaches again #also me: trying to wrangle my perfectionist undiagnosed adhd ass to finish my thesis by the end of this week #i just wanna feel like i can breathe again. the course of my next few years is hinged on the yes or no on my degree #and i dont have plans for whichever way it goes #i just want to get away. i just want to get out and away and leave #i want a little studio for myself and i want to sit and breathe #and know that im out. i want to get out #dont rb i guess im just having emotions