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Musing Confessions

Pairing: Hwang Hyunjin x Fem!Reader

Genre: Fluff, College AU, Rommate AU, Art students!Hyunjin and reader, Friends to lovers

Word Count: 2.1k

Warning: Suggestive content, implied smut (?)

A/N: I wasn't originally planning for a second part, but I also wanted to write a second part lmao 🥴💀

This part 2 is dedicated to @leeknowrecord who made a request last time to have a second part of Muse 🤧💗 Here you go sweetie, thank you for requesting and sorry for having to ponder this long about it too 😭 I hope you enjoy it 🥺💗

Also just a reminder, this is an optional read, both fics can be independent on their own as there is really not much of a deep plot behind this.

Muse (First part; optional read)

Hyunjin woke up, body heavily sore at his every moves, as if he’d just done a triathlon the whole day. His eyes squinting to make out of his room, but it’s as dark as closing your eyes. The only ever visible light, was the one outside the hallway, that he forgot to shut off before bed.

Trying to get back his thoughts again, he was suddenly slapped with the realization of the events from last night. He swore if he was a block of ice, he would have melted right this instant out of embarrassment.

Oh God. I just fucked my roommate slash best friend.

And then a flash of the scene from last night, him repeatedly coming inside you as if he was trying to make sure you’re bred within every nooks and crannies of your being.

RAW!

Hyunjin wanted to slam his head to the nearest wall and have the ground swallow him. He repeatedly chanted in his brain, “stupid Hyunjin,” at how careless he’d been. What if your weren’t on birth control? He could’ve at least worn protection!

The tall boy was panicking until he felt the slight shift in his bed right beside him. He turned to see you all wrapped up warmly in his thick blanket. From the looks of it, he made out your form to be bare and still void of clothes from the piece of skin your shoulder showed, despite the darkness. And Hyunjin knew you as the kind of person to sleep all swallowed up large clothing.

Something inside his stomach fluttered at the sight of your sleeping form, right next to him. But since the realization of you still undressed, meant that the two of you passed out like lightbulbs after the exhilarating activities. And it meant that his essence was still very much inside of you.

Hyunjin gulped at the thought, growing a semi that he felt quickly due to the lack of clothing. But he tried—really tried—to ignore it. He first had to clean up both of you, as it can be uncomfortable for you.

And so he left the bed, very carefully, picking up two sets of clothes from his cabinet, before going to the bathroom to freshen up. There, he took a half bath, then having his lower bed wrapped with a towel, he took another towel—a smaller one—along with a small basin of water.

When he came back to the room, he found you still sleep. With quiet steps, he approached your sleeping form.

Slowly, he unwrapped the blanket from you, but not completely. He left your lower half covered, starting to clean up the upper part of your body with the damp towel he'd occasionally rinse in the small basin of water.

After finishing the first half of your body, he covered you again, shuffling to the bathroom to clean the towel and replace the water from the basin. Doing so, he then went back to his room, now uncovering your lower half. And he prayed hard that you’ll forgive him for having to touch all over your body without your consent, especially when he would try to remove the remains of his essence…with his fingers.

All the while when he was cleaning you gently, he tried his best not to get hard—despite his semi—in respect of you. And he almost succeeded, if only you hadn’t moaned.

Hyunjin swore his face exploded from the heat. He finished up quickly—thankful you hadn’t woken up despite his movements—covering you up with the blanket to avoid you getting cold.

And then he ran to the bathroom. Removing the towel he thankfully haven’t removed yet. And he finally untangled it from his body, he quickly stoked—hard and fast—because he wanted to finish and be over with this embarrassment and shame of growing hard for you in your sleep.

When he released, he hopped in the shower once more. And there, he spent his 15 minutes of having an existential crisis.

When he finally calmed down, he dressed up quickly, remembering that you still laid bare in his bed. Then, he walked back to where you were still so soundlessly asleep. He gently sat you up, wallowing you in his favorite warm sweater. Picking up a sweats he’d grown out of, but still large for you, he also gently slipped it over you. Tugging on the strings to tighten it around your waist as you were smaller than him.

He took a good look at your form; small and fragile, and he almost felt the need to bang his head on the wall at the thought of not being more gentle with you. And then he noticed the mess that was his bed.

Stains. Everywhere.

Hyunjin would’ve gotten hard at that thought of having both your mess everywhere, but he really felt disgusted. He felt every nerve in his body react, almost as if wanting him to hurl out the dinner he didn’t have. And you were laying there. All clean, among the mess. He internally cringed, wanting you out of there.

So, with the thought of giving you more comfort, he carried you bridal style, very slowly and gently. Then he walked to the direction of your room, where he entered and laid you down. Making sure you were tucked in and warm.

He went back to his room, up and running around to clean up everything so he’d have a sleeping spot for the next night, because he figured he’d be staying up for the rest of the night. Pondering and figuring things out for when you wake up.

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You woke up to the light blaring on your eyes, making you groan, but you haven’t made the decision to move just yet. Your eyes squinting, trying to make out of the place, only to see you back in your room.

You almost felt disappointed, thinking that the night's occurrence was but a fragment of your dreams, until you felt pain jolt you from your accidental shift. You were quick to look down at yourself, seeing as you weren’t naked, but you weren’t wearing the clothes you wore when you brought a mug of hot chocolate to Hyunjin last night.

So it wasn’t a dream after all.

You flushed in embarrassment, about to let out a squeal, when your room door creaking open, revealing the tall boy, looking at you very gently and softly.

“Hey,” he started, “you’re finally awake.” He hesitated entering your room, but did so nonetheless, however, in a slow manner. “How are you feeling?” He asked, not finding it in his self to sit down.

“Sore,” you looked away sheepishly. At your reply, Hyunjin groaned, and it made you feel nervous, thinking he regretted last night, and that he was now annoyed at you.

But when you looked up to see his reaction, he seemed to be beating himself up, muttering cusses here and there before approaching your side of the bed and finally sitting down.

“I’m sorry, I really shouldn’t have done that.” He took one of your hands in his, but it made you think again if he regrets last night.

“Do you…do you regret it?” You asked, looking hopefully into his eyes, begging that he didn’t because you surely did not.

When he heard the question, he was quick to make eye contact with you, as if horrified at your question—which he is. “No! Oh God, no!” He almost looked offended, that it made you chuckle. “I just regret not being careful. I literally bred you,” at that you both flushed and Hyunjin wanted to disintegrate right then and there.

“I took the shot,” you whispered, looking away shyly. Hyunjin heaved a sigh of relief, but also stopped himself from almost getting a hard on from the thought of spilling everything inside you again—if his confession even goes well. Only then did he realize and found out his kink, and he had to literally slap himself not just mentally.

“I—I’ve been pondering since last night,” he spoke after the silence, which garnered your attention.

You looked at him, and only then did you notice the bags under his eyes that formed. Pondering may have been an understatement.

“I wanted to tell you how I fell…for you..” He was still fiddling with your finger, nervousness obvious and it was passed onto you with how he’s suddenly confessing out of the blue. “It’s…I don’t even know when it started, but it’s there. Last night, I was really happy, but I also felt guilty for having to take advantage of you, without knowing if you even have feelings for me.”

You wanted to speak up, telling him you weren’t taken advantage of, as you made the decision as well. But Hyunjin spoke up again.

“I was actually ready to give you my all, if ever you weren’t on birth control…” He was shy, but you sensed his sincerity and it made your heart soar with all the happiness. He was ready to be there for you.

And Hyunjin really was ready…kind of.

Because last night after settling you in bed, and getting to work on cleaning the sheets of his bed, going as far as doing the laundry for it, along with both your clothes that was still strewn on the floor. Hyunjin thought and thought of numerous scenarios, from worst, to the best. And he was thinking of even taking numerous jobs just to raise you and your baby—if you ever were not on the pill. He knew both you and him would be prejudiced for it, not to mention, your parents’ disappointment. But he was ready to be there for you, even if your paths will be rocky, especially being an undergraduate.

“Even if you’re on birth control, of course I will still care for you. And I’ll be there for you. I just wanted to let you know that.” He said, all shyness left, only honesty, and his unadulterated love for you.

“I want to know how you feel too, but I won’t pressure you.” He smiled sadly, giving your hand a squeeze, anxiety getting ahead of him, making him think that you hate him.

But the tone of reassurance, as well as love as you spoke, cleared it all away for him. “I feel the same way…” You said, squeezing back, his hand in both of yours. “I actually did have feelings for you since we met.”

Elated, Hyunjin was feeling more than just that. And he wanted to just dance around with you, in utter joy. But he knew you were still tired. Settling for the best decision, he asked, “is it okay if I kiss you right now?”

You didn’t need to answer, only pulling him by his shirt to give him what he wanted. What you wanted.

The kiss was chaste; it was pure. It wasn’t like last night’s kiss, where you were promised an endless pleasure. The kiss made you feel loved for who you were, and you felt his warm intentions. It’s crazy, you almost felt his thoughts from last night.

And when you both pulled away, both your cheeks danced with the baby pink tint. Your eyes shined like you held the galaxies in them, and Hyunjin knew he was more than just smitten for you.

Stealing a peck from you, he leaned back finally as he spoke, “you’re still sore, so I guess we’ll have breakfast in bed?” He giggled, very childishly as if he was being tickled, and it made your nose scrunch in adoration for him and his whole being.

“That would be lovely.” You replied, quite content with everything right now.

“I’ll be back with you food, my princess.” He stood up, bowing as he took your hand in his, kissing the back of your hand.

“Try not to burn down our kitchen, yeah?” You teased, which earned you a groan from Hyunjin as he walked to the kitchen.

You were about to sink deeper into your bed, with a silly smile plastered on your face, but then Hyunjin peeked his head on the door frame, “we’re… official, right?” He asked, looking unsure as he nervously laughed.

You almost cackled at how cute he was, but answered anyway, “of course, my prince.” You swore you almost saw fireworks in his eyes, at he obvious joy and celebration written on his face. He muttered, “perfect” while skipping down the hallway, and you heard him happily singing to himself.

You agreed, everything was perfect, and you couldn’t find any more reason, especially not when you were this content with everything.

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