#leaving the decepticons to become a person! she becomes a mercenary! where she chooses what she wants to do!

[yonker-tonker]

always Always thinking about the ideal nightbird arch

#running on a fugue and should write while inspired like a sim :) #nb learning basic decency and a sort of morality after being placed in a position where she had no say in her morals #and learns what anomity #autonomy* #is what it actually means to her #leaving the decepticons to become a person! she becomes a mercenary! where she chooses what she wants to do! #becoming the ultimate freelancer (still killing people but now its not an emotional crutch but just work) #a robot becoming human story except everyone /is/ a robot and she doesn't need to fall in love to be considered whole #thats why when the nb clones happen (a la legends comic but I take the concept way too seriously) #she doesnt bloody murder kill them (maybe a couple actually. girl likes to fight) like she would in the past #BEFORE she figured out why she would be so upset at this happening to her #*she would have felt used and worthless (esp megsy heaping praise on her then STOPPING and abandoning her but I force myself to stay on top) #ic) #she now has the self awareness and a solid sense of self that she doesnt obliterate them for existing #She doesnt Care for them nor does she want to help them much but she gives them the decency to let them be people and to find a life #and ^ this ^ is only a single arm in this giant spiral galaxy on 'nb is blorbo extreme and my space ship is violently spinning aroun the #blackhole thats keepin this bitch together #anything that follows creation > failure > Cons > cons suck > leave > merc IS good actually as long as she an actualy character #because for the love of god if shes just a half baked megs obsessive simp #god forsaken 'he saved me uwu thats why he left me to die' bullshit! #i need to cut off me legs for this post this taglisting is going to have a long post tag