You can't tell me that this
doesn't have the same energy as this
Nor that this
doesn't have the same energy as this
And similarly this
doesn't have the same energy as this
In that, whatever we think we're being shown in a trailer doesn't necessarily mean what we think it means.
Because surely you remember that this from the BBS ep 12 trailer
became this in the show
I don't for one second believe what we're being shown in the Last Twilight ep 12 trailer...apart from the colours, of course...because as we've seen umpteen times before, the colours don't lie.
And both Night and their mom are wearing Mhok's blue here, alongside Day who has a mixture of Mhok's blue, his own green...and Night's brown.
I haven't had time to properly write about the design of this show (oh there have been so many things I've wanted to mention) but I do think Night is colour-coded brown, as shown brilliantly in ep 10's dinner scene, with Day wearing Mhok's blue in front (because he had plans to go and see him) and Night's brown behind...because as has been shown time and again, Night has always had Day's back.
And with Night in a very vibrant blue at the end of ep 11, I firmly trust that he will have both Day and Mhok's back in ep 12, and that whatever the trailer for ep 12 is trying to make us think will happen will turn out to be another one of Aof's cleverly crafted ruses designed to make us lose our minds for a week.
Must I remind you?
NEVER TRUST A THAI TRAILER
AND CERTAINLY NOT AN AOF NOPPHARNACH EPISODE TRAILER.
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I WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE ME. I want someone to casually sit beside me and nudge me every now and then to get my attention. I want someone to pull me into a side-hug because they've been laughing about a joke of someone and want to share that joy with me. I want someone to carefully take my hand into theirs and look at my fingers or perhaps the lines on my hand just because they can. I want someone to look at me absentmindedly while they're thinking of something. I want someone to sit quietly beside me when I'm feeling down and just take my hand and squeeze it to tell me I'm not alone anymore.
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I am livid!!! a major - state controlled, like EVERY GERMAN CITIZEN *has to* pay fees for this media channel even if they don’t even consume from it, if you refuse to pay you can literally go to jail - has just published an interview with an israeli hostage, saying he was „freed by the israeli military“ and of course what the man is saying is absolutely one sided, he’s saying that a Hamas leader was walking among hostages swinging a big knife at them and he starts to cry too. he said he lived in constant fear of bombing, of course without mentioning the fact that it was his own government who threw those bombs.
now what absolutely gets me again is that this media outlet - again one that is FORCE-FINANCED by german citizens - has not yet reported anything about the casualties through the ongoing assault on rafah. they conveniently have not mentioned the palestinian death toll in months! either, however repeat constantly that 1200 died on „Israels side.“
The fact some people can’t see through the manipulation, that this report is coming AT THIS TIME while the last „safe zone“ (it never even was a safe zone, there never were any) where 1,4 million people including 600.000 children went desperately trying to survive is being bombed is absolutely insane. While israel not only just rejected a ceasefire yesterday but also stubbornly went through with their plan to bomb and invade rafah. They did not for one minute want to put that plan on pause to at least try and re-negotiate, and that’s because they WANT to do this to rafah. They do not want a ceasefire.
But with that report german media outlets are trying to garner sympathy for this one particular israeli fate, saying he was „rescued by the military“ and wanting to make people believe that the military is actually achieving to free hostages while never ever mentioning that other hostages have been killed due to the relentless bombing, hospitals going out of function and man-made famine all BECAUSE of that very army who says they „saved“ this man (honestly I don’t even really believe they did). German media is trying everything to glorify israel and its actions still even after 7 months, more than 35.000 dead and over 10.000 missing, they are active accomplices in this genocide. They know damn well what they are doing with this.
And that I am still reading several comments under the post of the interview of German people saying this is justified and STILL saying this is all Hamas‘s fault only and it’s because they are hiding amongst civilians and using them as human shields… I am speechless. I do not want to live here anymore. Germany was and still is genocide central.
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I remember holding this nerd friend of mine, who I kinda took less seriously because she was such a nerd. Her whole family was made of nerds, both her younger brothers, her control freak mom, and even her limp noodle of a dad, all nerds. And I remember holding this nerd friend of mine close because she was sleeping over at my place. I felt really disgusted with myself for holding her at the time, because I felt like I was just one more in a long line of desperate little boys who had pressed their bodies against hers in the hope of some sort of respite. But we were having one of those conversations you have before you go to sleep, and I mentioned that I felt like I had been living life on autopilot for the past couple months. And she didn’t understand what I meant so I explained how usually it felt like I made all my decisions deliberately, like I actually payed attention to what I was doing most days, but for the last couple weeks everything seemed to just be happening automatically. And she responded that that’s how she always felt, the idea of doing something deliberately was completely foreign to her.
We’ve both grown up now, we have our own apartments, she’s in france right now I think, and that conversation feels so much more terrifying now. Because now I know that at the time, I was completely dissociated from that conversation because of the overwhelming dysphoria I was living through, and she was so dissociated from her life and desires that she didn’t even that know she was a lesbian.
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MATS BEING CALLED UP FOR THIS UPCOMING INTERNATIONAL BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i guess i try not to make ten thousand posts that are literally just about how great my girlfriend is with no additional context or content, because, well, not good posting
but they're so great and every single day i'm excited to see them and talk to them and also today i'm particularly pleased that i managed to find god's Most Normal About Judaism gentile to live with because that is not a guarantee
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