#la primavera la sangre altera has never been so true..... i already know of people that have [redacted] this week.

[minglana]

god you can so desperately tell that spring is here..... kill me now

#la primavera la sangre altera has never been so true..... i already know of people that have [redacted] this week. #since the weather is literally springlike. and the sun is shining and you can walk outside without a coat. and oh god whats to come.... #AND WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN!!!!!! its never my turn. 5 yrs in these stupid dorms and only one yr have i [redacted] #and it was only halfway!!!! that barely counts! i want to do it w someone i enjoy!!! IN THE DORMS. #i truly feel like im not getting the full dorm/uni experience. which of course is bullshit but idk. ive seen it happen to so many friends #and other ppl at the dorms. that i just cant help but wonder. maybe if i wasnt so cold and offputting. #but thats something thats so hard for me to control :/ #z xarre