#kdj couldnt forgive himself

[nekomim1]

Thinking about Yoo Jonghyuk searching for his purpose for centuries. Thinking about how the one thing he could never figure out was why he existed. Thinking about how it haunted him, about how he began to resent his creator, as well as the one who put him through all this torment. He suffered hell over and over and eventually all he cared about was taking revenge on the one who caused it.

Then thinking about Secretive Plotter, finding that person. That mythical being that did this to him. And him discovering that in the end, the God who profitted off of his suffering was nothing but a child, just trying to survive. Thinking about sp taking one look at that child, and realizing that all the hell he had gone through was for the purpose of saving him, of bringing him the smallest bit of happiness. And thinking about how quickly sp forgave him. Centuries of rage and torment and it took him so little time to come to the conclusion that he could never hate this child, who just needed a reason to live.

He was created for one purpose. One reader. And in the end... he couldn't hate the one who had loved his story with all his heart.

#orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #kim dokja #kdj #yoo joonghyuk #yjh #secretive plotter #oldest dream #most ancient dream #im ill #its about the forgiveness... #kdj couldnt forgive himself #but in the end it wasnt up to him whether or not he deserved forgiveness