#just. jing yuan realising that the tables have turned and he will inevitably be the one to go first

[vryivs]

I think my personal favourite jingren headcanon is of yingxing and jing yuan growing up together. but yingxing outpaces jing yuan so quickly, and he's hitting his 40s, then his 50s, his 60s while jy is forever frozen in his thirties, watching someone who used to only have a year or so on him become an old man so much faster than he could have ever imagined

he expects to watch yingxing die, and he expects to have to continue living and learn to move on. then everything happens and yingxing (now blade) is no longer able to die, and somehow that feels worse

#iv.txt #hsr #jingren #just. jing yuan realising that the tables have turned and he will inevitably be the one to go first #because the way mara effects blade means that he will live forever now