#just me rambling about coincidences

[jgyapologism]

Only Friends (book & show canon) Parallels with Hurt and Grieve but Don’t Suffer Alone (my fic) 

So…I noticed a while ago that my Sandray fic and the canon of the show (and now the book) shared some very eerie commonalities, and I just needed to make a list to keep track of all the things that were happening that matched up between my canon and the show/book’s canon, because I don’t think anyone would believe me otherwise.

Obviously, if you haven't read my fic, then this post won't make sense, but in case you want to, you can find it here.  

I’m not saying anything with this post. I don’t think P’Den or P’Jojo have read my fic, and even if they have, the book and show canon were finished long before I started writing, but it just really is too uncanny, and sometimes very specific, in how my understanding of the characters/story match up almost exactly with theirs.

NOTE: All parallels listed are unintentional parallels I wrote/posted before canon in the book/show. Some aspects of the show/book are intentionally used in my fic — those are obviously left out of this list.

Sand with his back to ray in bed in ep 5 / his birthday; ray reaching out and touching his shoulder vs. ch 3 of my fic where he gets in bed with his back to ray during his withdrawals and ray hitting his back during his nightmares (posted before ep 5 ever came out)

Ray’s dad beating him in the novel version vs. “If his father knew he was eavesdropping, Ray would get a beating, for sure.” (ch 4, fic)

Sand researching rehab centers for ray in ep 10 vs. sand telling ray he’s already looked into rehab centers in chapter 3

Ray’s dad being the one to try and buy off Sand to force Ray into rehab in the show (ep 7) vs. Ray’s dad forcing Ray into rehab after his withdrawals in my fic (ch. 8)

jojo on ray (twitter): "but i think rayman should be more open with a doctor than with strangers" vs ch 10 when ray refuses to open up beyond his name at group therapy

Ep 10 when ray yells at sand saying "i'm the one who should be upset. you don't have the right to cry" (show) vs. ch 12 when ray says to sand (after seeing the photos of him and jane) “About what? What could you possibly need someone to comfort you about?” 

Sandray hug / show pda at the therapist's office (ep 10 show) vs. when they hug for a long time / show pda on the lawn of the rehab center (ch 12) 

“Why are you asking so many questions? Just say what you want me to do. You're wasting my time” (ray to his therapist in ep 10) vs. “Then you tell me, what is the reason?” He snaps, unable to hold it in any longer. “Aren’t you supposed to tell me what’s wrong with me?” (ray to his therapist in ch 13 of my fic)

"sand please understand me" (ep 10 show) vs. ray just wanting to be SEEN throughout this entire fic 

“Like two stars caught in a gravitational pull and attracted to one another” (novel camping scene part 6) vs. ch 16 “It’s like he’s hyper-tuned to Sand’s body, moving and orbiting around him like a twin star.” (seriously what the fuck)

Ray being insufferable about being boyfriends in ep 11 vs. ray being insufferable about boyfriends/pet names from chapter 17 onwards

Ray pointing out the plum wine in ep 10 and it being sand’s main source of income / sand destroying a jar vs. sand hiding the plum wine from ray in the fic because it’s his main source of income (ch 18, posted after ep 9 but before ep 10)

Bostonray apology in ep 12 (non-apology/insults/easy forgiveness) vs. ch 18 of my fic boston calling ray and saying “i won’t apologize for it” and ray saying “fuck you” / “asshole” and moving on / reconciliation - just overall getting their dynamic and friendship on the nose

The use of Micro’s song เติมน้ำมัน and playing at the record shop / ray singing it in ep 11 vs the same lyrics/song being played over a record player in chapter 19 during Ray’s welcome home party - posted RIGHT before ep 11 came out (literally what the fuck at this one)

Ray telling sand “i’ve never loved someone so much i drove all the way out…” in the novel and indirectly being the first to tell sand he loves him / say i love you vs. ch. 20 of my fic ray almost being the first to say i love you (and he would have, if not for the interruption)

Just general character things that I didn’t fully expect to see happen in canon:

Ray only realizing he needs help through Sand and getting professional help in the show vs. ray only accepting that he needs help after sand tells him rehab will be good (and then getting professional help)

Nick confirmed as part of the friend group even without boston (show/book) vs. sandnick joining the friend group from ch 14 onwards in my fic 

Ray realizing the full weight of his feelings for sand during therapy in the show vs. ray opening up and talking about his feelings for sand to Dr. Duangkamol in the fic

Sand’s subtle alcoholism throughout the show vs. sand’s subtle alcoholism throughout the fic

Sand not focusing on himself / taking care of himself at all throughout the show vs. sand not focusing on himself / taking care of himself at all throughout the fic (ok i know this is generally agreed upon but i started this fic from ep 2 and just..kept it going yall)

Top suffocating Mew with his presence in the show (ep 9 & 10) vs. the same in my fic

Boston distancing himself from the group after they shut him out vs. the same in my fic (literally posted the chapter sand punches him before even ep 5 came out)

Cheum trying (awfully) to be a good friend at the end of the show (ep 12) vs. cheum trying (awfully) to be a good friend in my fic (ch 15 onwards)

Sand and nick being friends since high school (book canon) vs. sand and nick being long time friends in my fic confirmed in ch 21 (this one is tricky b/c i was still writing the chapter when it was confirmed in book canon — but i’m going to count it anyway since i had already written this section before reading book canon)

Ray being protective and taking care of Sand in the show (during the whole Boeing thing) vs. Ray being protective and taking care of Sand in my fic (once they become boyfriends, e.g., when Sand is sick, during sex, and overall wanting to take care of / spoil Sand)

Sand and Mew actually getting along in the show (ep 12) vs. Sand and Mew befriending each other in my fic (ch 14 onwards)

I stopped tracking after the finale aired, so anything that happens beyond chapter 21 in my fic is unable to be counted as a coincidence, since the canon is complete. The book canon is however still being translated and released from multiple sources, and I haven’t gotten around to it all, so there may be more. 

Anyways, I just think this is really freaky and deserves to be seen because I feel slightly crazy for how fucking close I got these characters to canon before it was ever established in canon??? And some are just a bit too on the nose?? 

P’Jojo and P’Den pls hire me 

#ofts #only friends the series #sandray #ofts ray #ofts sand #ofts boston #ofts nick #ofts mew #ofts cheum #ofts fic #ofts fanfic #just me rambling about coincidences

[idiotdriftinginspace]

Mars 2 electric boogalo ᕦ( ᐕ )ᕡ

hey @lets-try-some-writing i've made more stuff, since:

1-i can't control myself or the amount of ideas that just come to my mind XD; and

2- I'm having SO MUCH FUN AND JOY making these and seeing other people also enjoy these :)

So Mars despite his near non existent magnetic field and atmosphere also have aurora borealis, smaler but still aurora...and I just couldn't help myself :D

A little eplenation since Mars doesn't have canon design, I just winged it and tired to mash Ares and a planetary titan, hence why the shoulder pads and skirt flaps both have the surface texture just like Earth, but at the same time are stylized after whatever greek armor Ares have

The big circles on his left arm - that's Olympus Mons: It is Mars's tallest volcano, its tallest planetary mountain, and is approximately the tallest mountain currently discovered in the Solar System. So what's a better use for it than to use it alongside classical ✨transformers mass shifting✨, and turn it into hidden/compressed shield - also borrowed from Ares, but i also think it fits his personality to have one

And now i think my absolute favorite detail: The Markings

I couldn't get your drawing of Convoy with these markings out of my head, and the fact that Mars is old and definitely had an amazing relation with his citizens before departure, so I just thought that it would be really cool and cute if the markings were a gift from his previous citizens. Either during their stay, simply as a "thank you" or "we love you", or as a parting gift, so he could always remeber them the "we're always with you, we'll never forget you" :')

And i had to throw the biolights? the energon lines running on the body (or as I like to call them: "TRON lights". I just love the concept of cybertronians to have such thing, and this is why (among many other things) I love TFP Soundwave and Shockwave and the whole IDW/MTMTE designs :D

Overall I had SO MUCH FUN drawing these AAAAHHHHH and again I'm so happy you like it as much as i enjoy making them

Bonus, because I CAN NOT BE STOPPED (⊙ヮ⚆)

Yeah he holds them in a baby carier, as for the (way to small for a titan and a buch of rovers barely the size of a car) size difference, ehm: ✨the magic of transformers mass shifting✨...and it being a cute image

close up on the babies:

(shhh I know that as of writing this post Marie Curie and Ingenuity are not canon, but neither is Marss design and I want one big happy family ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ )

Part 1: Earth

#the number of new ideas that i get while doing just about anything is growing exponentially #yet the amount of time i have slowly decreases #and the finals coming up in about 1 #like i got 3 new just while drawing the basic mars #and they keep on coming #i currently have like at least 8 different very time consuming ideas i want to draw XD #while having time for maaaybe a half XD #transformers #maccadam #unicron and earth au #my art #that is a lot of text #so much rambling-luckly this is just the site for it XD #huh i coincidently posted the Earth one somwhere around american mother's day #technically for me it was already sunday #1am heh #XD this could be a very early one for father's day #i also can just reblog this one when the day comes XD #i just wanna spread happines

[glass-oranges]

@galactikburzt hey thanks for letting me draw Apollo!!! I enjoy the : ))

#ah hi if ur reading this was that anon i couldn't resist the urge to ask any longer like #designs that are literally so cool and awesome actually #i also really like shelly and houstons designs they're silly :) #i think Apollo is awesome especially the colors and outfit it literally looks so comfy #the pops of yellow are so nice it looks so good with the purple like oufhhh /pos #this is slowly turning into me just rambling about how cool i think Apollo is I cant help it im the yapper #my oc has a similar eye to Apollo actually like the bright yellow and the moon pupil #it was completely on accident but i think its a cool coincidence :3 #this might be a tag jumpscare i simply do not stop talking but anyways i hope u like it !!!! #somehow this broke through my artblock because drawing this was actually really fun

[brittlebutch]

it's actually so fascinating to me that Brennan has created a character that maintains a pretty relaxed and mild-mannered demeanor and has said multiple times that the absolute Core of her is "FEAR" and how often we see this Fear manifest specifically in Avoidance; it really nails a relationship to that mentality where your brain fully Stops recognizing the emotion properly out of like, sheer self-defense from the stress of having to carry it all the time

I think this is also perfectly showcased in the way we tend to see Tula swing so suddenly from 'level and steady' to 'snarling Panic' and then back again - Just because your brain has detached itself from the Conscious Recognition of the emotion doesn't mean it can Actually stop itself from experiencing it. So the Fear is always there and always acting as a stressor, but because of that inability to Identify it there's no way to recognize or address it before that final straw hits and your bodymind jumps Straight into Full Meltdown Mode; but then once again, once you drop even a Little bit below that Peak Terror your brain ceases to process the emotion; it's like the most exhausting form of Poor Object Permanence in the world

And even if Tula is aware of this happening to her, that doesn't really make it any easier to deal with / address. Even if you're able to spot the symptoms Around the emotion -- chest pain, irritation, nausea, whatever -- because the Emotion Itself is basically impossible to find, you can't really Successfully Pin Down what the problem is OR a way to cope with it. If you can't figure out That You Are Anxious, then figuring out What Is Making You Anxious is impossible, which makes Find A Way To Make Peace With That incomprehensible. That's where the Avoidance comes in: you can no longer identify what might be a Dangerous Situation, which means that Anything New has a big potential to be Really Bad in a variety of ways (ranging "I don't Feel Good" to "Fully Lashing Out bc you've entered Fight/Flight and can't get out of it" to "Actual Outside Danger This Time") and that means the Only Way you know how to be Safe is to just Avoid Doing Anything New and Only stick to Familiar Situations, because anything unfamiliar is a monster of a gamble you don't know how to prepare for or cope with

#N posts stuff #one could argue ‘we see tula worry a lot tho’ but that’s bc Worry is an Action that can occur Separately from Recognizing Anxiety #now that I know tumblr will put a hard cap on your tags w/o telling you i'm resigning myself to posting rambling meta in post body #but i'm not happy about it; anyway i love how often life is full of Coincidences bc this is something I've Finally identified in myself #like. This Month. like this is brand new articulation for some of the problems i have in life; again knowing this doesn't help lmao #bc even when you know to look Around the shape of the emotion - like 'oh my face is Snarling rn. i'm probably experiencing Something' #like i said bc you don't know What that something is OR What might have caused it then the only solution you Ever get to come up with #is just 'fully retreat and go calm down somewhere else' which INVARIABLY means that you will wind up in that same situation again #and Still have no idea how to handle it bc you never could figure out what caused it so you don't know how to handle it any better than #'fully retreat and go calm down somewhere else'; so 'be somewhere else' is the ONLY way you can ever think to Help it #which usually invariably turns into 'Just Avoid Fucking Everything just in case'; which doesn't work! bc life doesn't let you do that #so then it's just a cycle of falling into the same pitfalls and feeling miserable all the time; gotta love it :) #if you're like me this also gives you Bad Bad Bad Memory bc your brain will Promptly hide evidence of Scary Situation instinctively #like 3 weeks ago this dude ran a red light and almost t-boned me Full Speed & managed to stop like. maybe 3 feet away. #and i like. Startled Laughed and said 'that was scary' and then within 30 seconds i had Fully Forgotten it happened & only remembered #like 2 days ago. Ha! believe it or not this Does Not Help with 'How can I Address the Problem instead of Avoiding It Entirely?' #dimension 20 #d20: stupendous stoats #tula #d20lb

[paradife-loft]

so this "ethics & legal requirements for research involving human subjects" course I'm doing for class rn hasn't figured out that you don't hyphenate "cisgender," and yet has still somehow heard of "trans broken arm syndrome" and wants to inform us about it being a source of distrust in medical professionals among some trans people. what's happening here....

#various factors in my life have coincided such that 95% of the content of this course isn't remotely new to me at all #(i.e. psychology undergrad & kink community) #but every so often it just throws a curveball without so much as blinking that has me going #'EXCUSE ME CAN WE BACK UP A SECOND AND UNPACK THAT??' #and that's approximately the entertainment keeping me going through it #(well that and the intonation of the person reading the voiceover whenever they say ''federal regulations'') #(because it's the exact same prosody as airplane safety voice 'federal regulations prohibit tampering/disabling/removing smoke detectors') #(so I guess that's now in my head the same way as grocery store checkout machine 'put your. PINK LADY APPLE. in the bag.') #.......well those tags certainly went off on a ramble didn't they #...OH YEAH RIGHT the holy shit unpack pls stuff has largely included like #''the police & justice department are exempt from these [previously described] regulations about ethical overview'' #YOU CAN'T JUST SAY THAT MATTER-OF-FACTLY AND THEN MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE HELLO #anyway. yeah. this is a time I'm having. #James liveblogs grad school #content is for other people

[gooboogy]

I'm thinking about (fat) characters who are relentlessly kind and nice in the face of the bullshit they've faced and continue to suffer through. Azirophale, Martin Blackwood, Jane Crocker (I'm sure there are others, fat or not, but funny how many of them are fat) who neglect and overcome their own bitterness constantly for the sake of others.

Betrayed by so much of the things they believed in, the people around them, the circumstances they're trapped in, and especially by themselves. So riddled with doubt and insecurity even at the best of times. Unable to trust their own thoughts and feelings, taking on the blame for others when they were never at fault. Trained to be "pleasant."

Until they snap and just have to be a fucking bitch for just a moment.

And yet that's when people tend to like them more, isn't it? One of the things Crowley loves about Azirophale is how bitter and bitchy he can really be. Jon seems to like Martin more when he tells him off, gets [redacted] arrested. Dirk is an appreciator of Jane's bossyness (leadership).

Bitter bitter people who try so hard to be kind to others while deeply struggling to extend that kindness to themselves. They don't understand that they're bitter, they don't accept it. It doesn't make any sense, they are so nice! And there's one of the deepest betrayals because they just can't face their own bitterness. The carrot they've been told to care for and cherish has been a stick all this time.

They did everything they were told was right. The first, and worst of all: don't trust yourself.

#head in my hands #im mostly rambling #but i hope you see whst im getting at #i love them #please open your eyes honey #it's okay to be pissed off as hell #i mean really truly world ending pissed off #you deserve so much more #goobabble #am i speaking about myself maybe a little bit #homestuck #tma #good omens #the struggle next is learning to be a “bitch” without being a bitch #if that makes sense #it is also important to me that these guys are fat #its probably just coincidence #however

[osaemu]

wasian guy is very conventionally attractive. yum

#sabs posts! #hi i just needed somewhere to ramble about him for a bit #he has whiter features but slender-ish eyes #and a very. very. very deep voice #he's also.. friends with.... russian guy.... #which is a funny coincidence (i knew the whole time) #i've known wasian guy since last year tho #and we've talked off and on a lot more #he grew out his hair a teeny bit #and it suits him a lot better than before #he's super sweet in a way that's really hard to find #one time there was a bug on my friend's shoulder #and he like. tenderly brushed it off #AND PLACED IT ON THE GROUND #me and my friend were like holy shit #and he's offered me his jacket before when i was complaining about the cold weather #(same time last year) #again i doubt this'll go anywhere but :( i like sweet guys :(

[arolesbianism]

There's no such thing as an "aromantic lesbian" you're fucking delusional lmao. Either you're attracted to women or you're not. Also for the love of GOD learn how to shut up you never stop fucking typing do you. Nobody's reading all that 🤪

Sure thing man, would you like some fries with your order

#rat rambles #I dont usually respond to hate anons but this one is funny to me because Im like 30% sure this is some maxwell fan or smth #like bestie Ive been barely posting what are you on about #like bro tried to make it feel more personal and just made it more pathetic and petty sounding #like oh boo hoo someone on the internet talked abt characters it likes you should send five more anons just in case #like really do your research I wanna see some personal shit call me a doxxer or smth for posting pictures of my aunts cats #like even with the arolesbianism hatred youd have so much more ground if you knew I was ace too cmon buddy #anyways good morning gamers time to go back to the real world where I have responsibilities that dont include sending lazy hate anons #I just rly want this guy to be some pissy maxwell fan even if its probably just a coincidence

[aqqleshiqqing-archive]

HI EVERYONE monday and tuesday are going to be my exam days so once those are over I'll be back to being active here and continue working on everyone's commissions 💚 this is just an announcement to keep everyone posted~ I'll respond to any unreplied messages soon, just give me time!

also, happy birthday to my fellow october celebrants! i'm aware that there's a lot of october mutuals here but i don't want to contact everyone to greet them especially if it's late so here's a generalized one 🎂 cheers to more years to come!

#admittedly it was very stressful this week and figured i'd shut down my activity on tumblr and avoid browsing excessively (it worked!) #we had a LOOT of performance tasks to do and it was all before exams which made it all the more panic inducing - but they're all done now! #i'm very excited about the new hypno's lullaby update now that its back in development (mostly fleshing out what was missing in v2!) #so I'll most probably be actively talking about it~ me and my friends are very excited! it's honestly like we manifested for it #it's such a coincidence no joke! i already had started rbing old posts about redemme and this happens its so... whoa #so so excited. though i honestly never left this fandom even if i started focusing on SM red and Steven!! #their songs are still actively playing on my phone so i never left it.... aheheh #I will most probably stop doing repostober just in case school will become hectic after exams - but its been super fun to share :] #well that's enough babbling! ill see you all possibly on wednesday or thursday <3 #im also gonna watch the digital circus soon im so proud to see how far gooseworx has gone <3 #ive been a long time fan of her songsss #~ rambling

[gemharvest]

I'm so mad I have the chorus of Stuck Inside... well... Stuck Inside My Head because it's like actually pretty good and then the rest of the song is pretty mid (the Kevin Foster bit is ass tho sorry 😭). Awful.

#ramblings #fnafposting #hmmmm will this make sense to anybody else.... #i think Stuck Inside and Terrible Things are very similar levels of Disappointing. but like #at least stuck inside isnt heavily based on another song i already like and would much rather listen to #like the worst is that the lalalalalala bit reminds me of Along Came A Spider but that's just a coincidence lmao #(and literally is only happening is cuz ive been listening to Along Came a Spider again recently) #but like. Terrible things is Okay for the most part but the good parts are only good because Charlie's Inferno is already a good song. #i am the only guy who cares this much about fnaf fansongs lol

[thebardscipher]

Me, seeing the name Altair on the one cloaked figure: HEY SAME HAT!!!!!!

Anyways, here's me being a nerd about one of my favorite names in existence, which is a totally normal thing to have.

Altair means "Bird/High Flier" and is the name of the brightest star in the Constellation "Aquila" or "The Eagle" WHICH is fun to think about considering the heavy bird theme in Pirates SMP. Also, Altair and Vega are the stars that the myth Tanabata is centered around is based on If I recall correctly, and there seems to be this running theme of people being separated in this SMP (The ice wall, the cursed gold journals, Guqqie and Aimsey) so I'm keeping my eyes on that info. I am keeping an eye on Iris and Ivy too, you don't give me two plant names in the same scene and not have me narrow in on that.

#pirates smp #minecraft #my pirates smp oc is named Altaira and I've only mentioned that once but the coincidence made me laugh #i am reading into these names too much #what were the names from the ice wall again? Edith and what?? #also don't take my rambles too serious #i have no clue what i'm talking about #just be lucky i'm not making chaotic powerpoints for this like i do with dreamlight valley

[shiraishi-kanade]

I think people dropping me into an aquarium is very endearing and silly but I also need to inform you that I've almost drowned multiple times throughout my life so I also find it incredibly funny.

#jay rambles about life.txt #I do like aquariums and swimming still though it's not like it traumatized me or anything #just an interesting coincidence

[frigidfries]

...you know, noelle’s ice palace entry reminds me a lot of the game photopia. (it’s an older, well-known text adventure that does some really fun stuff with narration! what i’m going to talk about spoils a cool moment, so...)

in one segment of the game, you’re trying to escape a crystal labyrinth. the description for every room is near identical, with just enough difference to make you think you’re making progress at the start. but you can just go round and round in endless directions forever, with only occasional walls. (“I literally spent hours on the screen wandering around thinking there was an exit!!”)

the solution, like in noelle’s ice palace, is to go up. literally. it’s revealed that your character has had wings the entire time, you just didn’t know they existed- because the character didn’t think to mention it, as they’ve always had them.

in dragon blazers, of course, it’s almost certainly a bug or cut content, not a storytelling decision. but it just... feels similarly to me. (and after all, even though weird route seems to not be ‘how things are supposed to go’, it’s an intentional part of the game...)

#i had totally forgot about it being a crystal labyrinth actually. only remembered after looking at some footage #photopia also is an interesting case on player agency in a narrative just on its own. but thats another discussion #txt #utdr #spamton sweepstakes #also the very next line after that segment ends is 'She's an angel. She's an absolute angel.' coincidence?? probably!! #thank you all for listening to me ramble so much this weekend LMAO

[dragon-spaghetti]

Oh btw I think I might be haunted so that's fun

#drag rambles #I'm like. half joking LMFAO #the past 3 times in a row that I've walked outside in the dark #a streetlight has turned off right as I went under it #and I don't mean like. a specific streetlight that might just be faulty #it was different ones 💀💀 #also the other day I was debating again about possibly getting crutches and as I was thinking this #i came across a fuckin. abandoned crutch in the middle of the street #which is one hell of a coincidence and made me laugh v hard 😭 #anyways. think I'm going to bed bye guys ✨

[alchemiclee]

why i'm always "too negative all the time":

me: what if this thing doesn't happen/goes bad?

everyone around me: stop being negative or it will be bad! speak the good into existence! be positive about it! being negative will make it a negative outcome!

me: ok :) it will happen and go well!!!

the thing: either doesn't happen or goes very wrong

me: wtf. you all lied to me

everyone:

me: ok so THIS this will not happen/go very wrong and i'm not changing my mind

everyone: no, the positivity-

the thing: happens and goes very well!

me: see! your positivity does nothing for me

everyone: you need to be positive anyway 🤪

if I don't reverse psychology the universe I get nothing good. literally every time I am positive, it goes bad. but if i'm expecting the worst, it goes very well! every time!!!!!!! I don't know why the universe made me opposite. it's not my fault. when a thing goes wrong I can always trace it back to me having hope or thinking it will go ok for once, every time. if I purposely make it a point to say it will be bad or something won't happen, it is fine. but people don't get this. it's not me. it's the universe. complain to it, stop telling me to be more positive!!!! it doesn't work 😭😭 tell the universe to be nice to me!!!!

#lee text #lee rambles #anyone else have this issue fhbdhdhdjsjen #i feel like im the only one that has this consistently happen to......... #a recent example: i searched for people to do windtrace with in genshin before it ended or someone to do it for me #finally on the last day i got a couple people to tell me i cam join when they do it that night. i was planning to stream #so i added it to my title that we'd be doing that. i waited and streamed for 6 hours and never heard anything from them #heard nothing the next day. no one else wanted to do it with me. then it ended #i thiught about putting in my stream title “maybe windtrace?” but decided to “speak it into existence” as they say. and it didnt happen #so i had it listed as a thing that was going to happen for no reason because my “positivity” made it not happen. see what i mean!!!!!! #thats just one small example. ive had this happen over and over many times #at what point does it stop being a coincidence?

[raspberryjellybrains]

I don't think words can accurately convey the degree to which yusuke kitagawa and dream of the endless are the exact same guy, 8 billion years apart.

#its fucking uncanny #like down to superficial details its insane #it makes me wonder if dream was a character inspo or if its just insane coincidence #yusuke kitagawa #dream of the endless #p5 #the sandman #didnt think id be posting about comics and video games but here we are #not bevausw i have anything avainst either but bc i simply do not care about 90% of both forms of media #got held hostage and stockholmed into persona and tricked into sandman so i guess it makes sense but still #sorry for the tangent #raspberry rambles