watching yyh and i’m not very far but i am feeling a little insane about how casually self sacrificing yusuke is, how he’s literally incapable of seeing his own worth or thinking ahead for one second to realize that the people around him do actually love him. he knows they do, he’s been shown that multiple times, but it’s like he can’t believe it. and how he keeps thoughtlessly throwing his life away for other people and the universe keeps going, okay kid, that was really good of you so we’re gonna give you One More Chance so take it seriously alright? but he can’t. HE CAN’T take his own life seriously. he’s such a wonderful kind boy but he can’t recognize that within himself. he’s just a thug, he’s a burden, he’s a bother, he’s not worth anyone’s time and these are ideas are so internalized that he doesn’t even realize the problem with constantly using his own life as a bargaining chip.
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Courtney: [winces] Oof-…
Bruno: You okay?
Courtney: I’m fine, he just likes getting his little feet all up in my ribs.
Bruno: Sure?
Courtney: I’m sure.
Bruno: Good, ‘cause the nearest hospital is a long way away…
Courtney: I’m okay, I promise.
Bruno: I guess it’s not easy, growing a new person.
Courtney: It’s more painful than I imagined, in lots of weird little ways.
Bruno: People usually say it’s worth it.
Courtney: For sure! I love being pregnant, but it’s starting to get uncomfortable now.
Bruno: Not much longer at least.
Courtney: I’m so excited, I can’t wait to see what he looks like; who he becomes… Have you ever thought about having kids?
Bruno: [laughs dryly] No.
Courtney: Not your thing?
Bruno: I’ve never really given much thought to it, I’m not sure I should start now.
Courtney: Oh, I see.
Bruno: Hm.
Courtney: Hey! You never know.
Bruno: Where’s Oscar?
Courtney: He’s outside.
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Courtney: He’s kinda closed off, isn’t he?
Ivan: He’s the definition of reserved, for the most part anyhow.
Courtney: Does he talk to you about stuff though?
Ivan: Kinda. He seems t’hold everythin’ in until it all tumbles out at once.
Courtney: I’ve heard that’s no good for you.
Ivan: [snorts] We’re all hypocrites, ain’t we?
Courtney: Me? Never.
Ivan: T’be fair, I don’t think he wants t’be like that. I reckon he’d be real different, if it weren’t for.. everythin’.
Courtney: I think the same could be said for the rest of us…
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TWINS: THE SERIES (2023, THAILAND)
Episode 5
Post 1 of 3
Jack (THOTSAWAT SING-UPPO aka TUSS) and Mike (APIVIT UEAMAHASOPA aka TEN) suddenly seem closer as Mike is aiming to make roommate and teammate Jack feel better after his ho hum demeanor after the volleyball team lost their game.
This couple moves ahead of the pack since they are the only one to show some actual affection. A little out of left field considering last week Mike almost seemed offended Jack was staring him down like Hungry Man Jack but either way I like these two.
However are they a couple? Or Friends with...
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as enthusiastically requested: oc infodump below the cut <:)
in his youth, the sickly Lord Aurelius Iuvenalis of the country of Melrahel was appointed a young boy his age to be his companion til death - Everett Althorn, the son of a knight in the service of Aurelius's father. by blood oath the two were bound forevermore. Aurelius was not expected to live long; only 20 years of indentured servitude was a simple sentence for an elf, after all.
the two grew up together, sharing meals, tutoring lessons; sharing nearly every moment with each other, rarely seen alone. as Aurelius' health deteriorated in his early 20s, he turned to desperate measures in the throes of sickness, and evoked the help of a dark, magical force in order to cure his illness and live far longer than any physician had ever predicted. and so the only heir to Melrahel rose again, but with a cure came immense consequences.
through his newfound health and power came newfound gluttony, unyielding and all-consuming, that fueled his rise to the throne. Melrahel prospered in those early years of his rule, but few attributed its success to the new lord's companion Everett. fewer still noticed the effect his presence brought to Aurelius. no one knew him better - and arguably, no one knew how to run Melrahel better, either. as Aurelius continued his path of incessant hedonism, Everett did more for both him and the country; became smarter, grew in power himself.
as many wives came and went, no luck for an heir, Everett stayed. as the courts came and went and fewer graced the inside of the castle's cold walls, as Aurelius dwindled into a hermit's solitude, Everett stayed.
his advisor. his companion. his dearest friend. his - no, there are some things that shan't be discussed within the court, no matter how obvious they may be.
[and here's link to a vague and very related post]
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keep flipflopping between writing brother rabbit as one continuous piece and jumping around from plot point to plot point. im currently writing it in the order i think everything should be presented and its WORKING, im still writing daily and it isnt terrible even when it also isnt great. i think my current frustration is just coming from the fact that im writing a pov that Isnt Aliss and i want to Write Aliss Again. i could do that, i know where to pick him up after im done with this section, but theres two issues w that idea:
1) those other povs will still need to be written and putting them off wont make them easier
2) i can sometimes be bad abt remembering to actually... go back. which is why i stopped writing out of order in the first place.
maybe ive gotten good enough at my editing to not have to worry as much about that though like. for clarifications sake: i write everything longhand in a notebook, and recently ive finally gotten around to transcribing/editing often rewriting all that into scrivener, and thats been going well, so maybe i /can/ trust myself to actually write those bits when i Need To but...
i dunno!!! i do not know-
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Chapter 43: A Leap Ahead
At this time, I will take advantage of one of the many benefits of such narratives and make only cursory mention of the events of the following three years. After all, they were relatively happy years for Cicero and his family – and nothing makes for more tedious reading than happy times.
Cicero’s aedileship, of course, was a tremendous success, even by Rome’s high standards.
Aediles, of course, had three primary responsibilities at that time. First and foremost was the care of Rome herself, including the repair and upkeep of temples, public buildings, streets and aquaducts, so Cicero could often be found working diligently at construction and repair sites across the city.
Second, aediles were charged with the public distribution of grain. Here, his defeat of Gaius Verres stood him in good stead. Well known and loved in Sicily, Cicero was able to buy grain at a discount from its grateful inhabitants, and, in fact, was even gifted a full shipment of grain at no charge. As a result, grain prices during his aedileship fell to an all-time low, increasing his popularity exponentially – much to the frustration of the other men in office.
The third of Cicero’s duties as aedile was the organization of the Roman games. Cashing in many of the gifts and legacies he had received from his Sicilian clients, Cicero spared no expense in making the games memorable.
He had never cared for gladiatorial combat himself – he’d simply never had the stomach for it. But the Roman games that year were an exception, and he stood proudly in a place of honor to accept the adoration of his people.
The highlight of the day was an Egyptian warrior, whose skill with a blade left his opponent lying dead on the arena floor. Fortunately, the crowd was too focused on the action in the arena to notice Cicero’s discomfort as the blood began flowing.
Little Tullia, Cicero’s daughter, had grown into a lovely young woman who was the apple of her father’s eye. Smart, capable and always smiling, Tullia had taken quite a liking to young Gaius Calpurnius Piso Frugi, who had remained on and was assisting Cicero with his court cases.
It seemed to Cicero that Frugi returned his daughter’s affection, and hoped to arrange a marriage between them. Tullia was amply dowered, and Cicero’s growing prestige made the girl even more attractive to suitors – even to a wealthy plebeian family like Frugi’s.
While Terentia had originally had her heart set on a patrician match for her only daughter, her focus shifted when, about a year after Cicero’s aedileship ended, she gave birth to a son – Marcus Tullius Cicero Minor – who would become the most important person in her life. Cicero, of course, was thrilled to have a son and heir, but Tullia would, until the end of his days, be his first and only love.
In celebration of his successful aedileship, and the birth of his son, Cicero purchased a villa in Tusculum, a town on the southern edge of the Alban Hills, south of Rome. While Cicero had always insisted on keeping the family’s smaller town home in Rome to support his image as a man of the people, he was not at all concerned at how luxurious the villa in Tusculum might be in comparison, saying “what the voters of Rome do not know will not hurt them.”
It was at the end of this joyous interlude, with my master basking in the radiance of his growing wealth and influence, that we shall resume our story. The arrival of tragic news would soon begin a cascade that would impact Cicero’s prospects for some time to come.
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