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niefics · 2 months

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01 | Confrontation

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ — SYNOPSIS : Actions comes with consequences, as reader has to live with her dumb decisions as she finds out she’s pregnant by a one night stand.

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ — WARNINGS : Cursing, being pregnant ??, angst, asked to abort, jay is cold ??

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ — WORD COUNT : 1k

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You sighed deeply, standing in front of the door of someone you slept with drunkenly. Biting your lip you knocked. This wasn't want you expected, this isn't what you wanted to happen the way it did but you had to live with it, at least come to terms about it and tell him.

Your knocked at the door of the nice apartment you were at, holding your purse as you waited for an answer. Opening to see a tall figure with a straight face. "You came to talk right ?" Jay spoke, no reaction, you hummed anxiously, as he moved to the side to let you into his nice apartment.

You took your shoes off as you walked in sitting down on the couch in his nice living room. "Do you want any water ?" He asked emotionlessly, even though he's showing little to no emotion he still is trying to show some type of respect for his guest since he doesn't know you well, that night you two slept together was a accident. All of it.

From when he gave you his number to talk to you more as soon as you two started conversating in the club, to when he dragged you to his apartment while drunk and needy for you. Neither of you caring about protection, and if anything happened you'd just remember to take a morning after pill .. well you didn't. You were to shocked to be in his apartment to even remember to. Rushing out immediately after waking up.

You shook your head no as you looked into his eyes. "Okay." He spoke sitting down near you but not too close to you to give you space. "Now what did you want to talk to me about ?" He spoke, sitting with his arms rested on his knees as his hands were touching. He looked as if he came from somewhere where he needed to dress formal or business casual.

You sighed, knowing you needed to tell him how you been feeling for the past month or two, you haven't had your period but you've been to busy with work and your personal life to realize, until you felt weird, your breast being sore then normal and had the weirdest cravings, you thought it would be a good idea to check if you were pregnant.

Standing in a isle staring at the multiple pregnancy tests, you start to dissociate anxiety hitting you that you might be pregnant. Especially after the random feelings of sickness before work and even during causing you to call in sick at times and get you in trouble with your boss. You sighed, finally grabbing a box and walking to the front of the store to the cashier where they checked you out. The silence was awkward and achingly loud. You took the recent as soon as your card went through taking the bag and leaving immediately feeling embarrassed for multiple reasons.

As you sat in your bathroom as you looked at the 3 pregnancy tests that were all positive you started to panic. You weren't married, not even dating and what makes it worse is .. it was by a one night fucking stand. "I'm pregnant." You said not even looking at jay, way to embarrassed. Not even wanting to look up at him, you didn't want to raise the child by yourself but you started to grow attached to the baby that was growing in your stomach as you gotten used to the fact that you were pregnant. Jay eyebrows scrunched, his head going back a little looking at you. "What?" He spoke confusion in his tone.

"I'm pregnant, and it's yours."

"You sure ?" You finally looked at him, your mood swings have been kicking your ass a lot recently, and your anger amplified a lot because of it. "Am I sure ? Jay I don't sleep with everyone. If it wasn't for your fucking persuading me to go home with you when we were both drunk we wouldn't be in the predicament would we ?" You spoke, frustration showing in your tone. "How can I be sure that it's mine ?" He spoke snapping back. "Because you're the only person I've slept with in over a year jay." You spoke sighing. The more jay realized that it might actually be his the Orr he realized what this could mean for him and his career. Jay was a son of a rich ceo, often being talked about for his good looks. So if anyone heard about this, this could cause trouble for the company and bad publicity that jay didn't want more need.

"You can't keep it." He mumbled. "What?" You asked confused. "I said, you can't keep it. This would be bad publicity for my company. I don't want to be known as someone who got a random girl pregnant." You sat there silent. Something in you didn't want to no matter what you didn't want to, you weren't pregnant long but the thought of having a child to lay with and tend to made you slightly happy. You shook your head slowly. "I can't .. I don't want to." You spoke. “I’m not doing this just for me, I’m doing this for your own good. This wouldn’t be any good for you either. They would call you names and could possibly cause you to loose your job ruin your life because of that.” He was right, you knew this was a dumb decision a very fucking dumb decision.

“I genially don’t care how they would feel about me, and if you don’t want to be there for my child then so be it.” You spoke frustration taking over you, getting up to get ready to leave. “But I’m not aborting them.” You spoke walking to the door putting your shoes back on. And as you were about to open the door he spoke sighing. “I helped make that child, and I won’t allow you to raise that child by yourself.” He spoke, knowing that wouldn’t be what his dad would want.

He knew if she really did go through with it, he would feel guilty, he couldn’t force her to abort the child they made together no matter how much hate he’d get from the public. And if he can’t get you to abort the child, he’s gonna be there for that boy or girl, even if that means you two aren’t together.

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niefics · 2 months

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02 | Coming to terms

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ — SYNOPSIS : Actions comes with consequences, as reader has to live with her dumb decisions as she finds out she’s pregnant by a one night stand.

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ — WARNINGS : Cursing, being pregnant ??, angst, non sympathetic boss.

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ — WORD COUNT : 932

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Sitting in the waiting room of the doctors office where you'd get your first check up, you sighed. You insisted that you could've went by yourself but he didn't allow it. "No, I'm gonna be here for the pregnancy, the meeting can wait." That's what he said as you two drove here, he was still dressed quiet formal. "What if they ask if we're married or not." Jay was different, his views on things were very different. "Why do they care about what we have going on ?"'he spoke as he looked at the road.

You name was called as a nurse came to get you, jay following you as you got up. You walked into the room sitting down as the nurse asked you questions, answering all of them honestly jay listened. She asked about your symptoms and how they have been doing and you told her everything. She gave you tips on how to relieve some of the symptoms and she looked at jay. "You can help with some of those symptoms too.. just-" jay cut her off not looking at her but fidgeting with his hands. "We.. we don't live together." He spoke honestly, she looked a little surprised by that. The way he followed behind you and listened to everything just felt like a caring husband but that was far from the truth.

The ultrasound tech came in soon after, and they started the ultrasound to see what the baby currently looked like though you weren't that far along, it was a delight to see the baby .. hearing it's heartbeat made you smile. Jay was silent watching the ultrasound screen analyzing it. "Would you like a print ?"

"Two copy's please." Jay immediately spoke causing you to turn your heard. You thought as if jay only agreed to keep the baby was because of you and how adamant you were on it. Finally before you knew it, the appointment was over.

"Have you eaten yet?" He asked, looking at you. "I don't have time to eat I have work soon." You spoke. "Do they know ?" "Know what ?" "That you're pregnant?" Jay asked, you shook your head no. "I haven't had time to, works been really busy with all the extra projects and meetings so I just haven't had time." You spoke. "Don't hold it off, don't wait until you're 7 months and showing." Jay said, knowing how a boss thinks it's best if you tell them now then later. "Holding it off will do no good, I've experienced it before it was frustrating to know that was the reason they were slacking off like that when they could've told you ages ago." His eyes were on you as he spoke. You sighed not in the mood to argue about if you should tell your boss or not. "Fine I'll tell him, I'll tell him when I go in today." You spoke almost dryly. Jays eyes scrunched.

"Don't start getting upset because I'm trying to help you, and try my best to be there to help prevent stress." He spoke, it sounded like he was trying to care for you, knowing he had to come to terms about the whole ordeal. He didn't sounded like a loving baby father, he sounded more like a dad trying to tell his kid what to do, or a boss even. "I get that, so please stop fucking trying to start and argument." You spoke slightly aggressive.

Heading into you bosses office, you sighed. "What did you have to speak to me about ?" He asked looking up at you, you went straight to the point not wanting to hold it off or else you'd be bugged about it by jay. "Im, pregnant. So I was wondering if you can slow down on all the work you give me just to help with the stress." Your boss lifting a brow. "Why ? You get the work done on time you seem like you can handle it so why should I slow down on all the work you're given because you're pregnant??" He spoke slightly getting upset about one of his best workers wanting a reduction all of the work given. "My—" and just like that he cut you off. "Your what ?" He spoke slightly incising you. "Because, you child's father wants me to, he doesn't want me to wait until I'm 7th months or even 8 months struggling to walk straight let a lone constantly trying to roam the halls to find something or work late at night just so something can be finished." You spoke trying your best to keep calm.

You were trying your best to keep calm and come to terms with the fact you were pregnant but it seemed as if your boss isn't. "You seem perfectly capable to do everything as you did before, maybe when you are actually showing I'll have sympathy." He spoke looking away from you and back at the work on his desk. Frustration taking over, walking out of the room sitting back at your work desk your phone vibrated opening it to see jays contact. "Did you speak to him?" He texted. You sent a simple mhm, and lied and said it went. Not wanting the whole thing to go farther.

Later when he picked you up he noticed the slightly stressed look on your face but didn’t say nothing, not until it was the 3rd time in the row he knew he had to say something or talk to you about it. He felt as if he might have to talk to the boss himself.

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niefics · 2 months

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03 | need

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ — SYNOPSIS : Actions comes with consequences, as reader has to live with her dumb decisions as she finds out she’s pregnant by a one night stand.

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ — WARNINGS : being pregnant ??, angst, small amount of smut, kissing, cursing

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ — WORD COUNT : 1.4k

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As things were changing in your life, you and jays relationship did as well, it became more casual and lest awkward. If you needed help with anything you would call him since he too the tittle of being your baby's father really seriously. There was always time made for you when you needed anything, if you accidentally told him about the craving you really longed for late at night he would be at your door step with it, making sure everything is correct and just how you wanted it.

He had every appointment scheduled saved in his phone, making sure he's off on those days to go to the appointments. You noticed it liking everything about it, made you feel like he wanted you in a way even though if he really did you wouldn't want a relationship, just to focus on your baby first.

"I could've went shopping on my own jay." You spoke, wanting to be as independent as possible especially when you know most things will become hard to do on your own soon. Your bump growing and slightly starting to catch your attention more as as you wore a cropped shirt that once used to be looser on you not being a little tight, and your jeans becoming tighter around your waist, you knew buying new clothes wasn't gonna be avoidable forever. And you definitely didn't want to burden jay with that issue. "I know, but I want you to get used to me be around to help." Jay spoke as he drove to the grocery store, it was the first real time you saw him in a casual outfit, jeans and a black tshirt really suited him well.

The only thing that didn't change was his frames, "shouldn't we start picking out things for the baby too? I mean I want to be there when you do decide to pick out stuff for the baby." He spoke, looking at you but quickly back at the road. "You told me you entered the second trimester, so we should start looking for those things." He spoke, his once cold voice when you two met again was now gone more. You softly laughed. "Yeah but not now." He looked at you quickly but looked back at the road again. It was something about your laughed that made him feel good. Yes bad decisions were made but maybe for a good reason, he never really interested in dating people the more he worked but being around you made him want to change his mind.

He had nights where he wanted to just be under you even though you two were that close. You you've slept together to have this child drunkly, but still he knew little to nothing about you. There's been nights where he fought to decide if it would be a good idea to call to see if he could come over, he didn't know your wisher of being single at all. He was more worried about if you were having troubles sleeping or not, whenever he got a text that you were having such bad cravings for something he never hesitated to get it for you no matter what time.

The car came to a stop as he got out and opened it for you, stepping out as you both walked in you grabbing a basket. Jay looked over and noticed the baby section, "can we go look?" Shaking your head, you wanted to get everything you needed and not be distracted by the baby clothing. "Maybe when I get everything I need and is on my list, I want to wait till we know the gender for the baby." He hummed, understanding your decision.

As you two shopped, he helped with grabbing things but you also grabbed things as well. As you grabbed something close to you, you got in your toes a little to reach what you need your shirt rising up and showing the small bump you had, jay noticing a small smile grew as he watched you slightly struggle. "Jay, can you help ?" You slightly whined, he hummed walking over grabbing it over you. You felt your stomach feel some type of way. Jay didn't do it intentionally but it caused some type of mood change. He quickly moved back putting it in the basket, you fixed your shirt. "Was that everything?" He asked, you nod as a answer.

Checking out was fast, trying to help him bring everything in the car there wasn't much helping you could do. He wouldn't allow you to carry anything super heavy even if you begged. You didn't except him to be so nice to, he had you thinking that he was only doing this solely because you did want to abort the baby, but he started to prove you wrong always bringing up the baby and you swore you saw the ultrasound in his wallet once when he opened it.

He helped you with everything, placing everything down for you as placed everything inside the right places, while he helped you time to time with that. "Thank you for the help with grocery shopping." You spoke as you walked him to your apartment door. He hummed, looking at you. The strong tension you felt earlier was starting to come back, there was a long silence as he stared at you.

Jay sighed. ".. I'm sorry I can't." He murmured as kissed you softly. You were taking aback by the sudden kiss but not holding back, giving the same amount of passion as he did. Your hands were placed on the side of his face, as he pushed you back to your near couch as he turned around falling into the couch breaking the kiss. You sat in his lap, continuing the kiss. "Wait-" he spoke pulling back. "I want this .. I want you right now." You spoke quickly, pulling his chin up to deepen the kiss. "Don't worry about anything right now, just .. kiss me."

One thing you didn't know would happen, was this .. him helping you take off your shirt, as he kissed your chest softly. He wanted to take everything slow, you ached for him, that last thing you wanted to do was go slow. Lifting his shirt up and off him, you started kissing his neck as you grinded onto him, the friction feeling amazing as he held onto your waist to help you have a steady rhythm. The once gentle kissing become more sloppy and needy.

He tugged on the hem of your jeans, looking at you. "Can you take them off for me ?" He asked, you hummed taking your jeans off quickly and you were left in nothing your underwear and bra, the small bump more noticeable then when you wore jeans and a tshirt. You hovered over him as he pulled his pants down pulling his boxers down as well, his hardened member swinging up tip red and precum leaking. It was way bigger then you remembered, he noticed it. "You wanna switch positions to make it comfortable?" You nodded, shyly.

There you were, trying to swallow down moans as your baby's father fucked into you from above. You watched as he watched himself go in and out of you quickly as your head went back from pleasure. Breathless curse words came out youth as he held on your legs. Jay looked at your and saw how you tried to cover your moans.

He bent down, near your ear whispering. "Let me hear those pretty noises okay ?" He spoke softly, his hand slightly caressing your small bump. As your legs fell to his sides so it wouldn't hurt your bump. You hummed, no words being able to come out but profanities. He pulled back up, removing his hand from your bump causing a whine to leave your mouth in frustration. A smile growing on his face as bent back down to kiss you, leaving gentle kisses on your lips. "I'm sorry, we can cuddle after and I'll rub your belly all night." He spoke softly, almost making you forget your current relationship with him, as he wasn't your boyfriend, or husband, not even your fiancé.. he was just simply your babies father.

He kept that promise, as soon as you came, legs shaking in his hold. You hand pressed against his abdomen for him not to go any longer before you felt overstimulated. Your pretty nails catching his attention for a moment.

He pulled out gently. Picking you up and caring you into your bedroom that was near cleaning you up and cuddling you soon after. Rubbing your stomach as he planted soft kisses on your collar bone. It sucked when you woke up the next morning and he was gone.. you wanted to stay in his arms forever but you knew and he knew that in your busy lives, the child you were carrying was the one that held you two like glue.

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niefics · 8 months

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RED LIGHT — PJS X FEM!Y/N

Warnings : Heavy Angst, mentions of cheating, kissing, pet names (baby), cursing, arguing, fluff at the end.

Synopsis : Y/n is engaged to Park Jongseong, she found out some information that could possibly break their relationship for the worst.

A/n : I just randomly thought of this while grabbing a late night snack, and bruh idk man. I see jay as such a sweet bf but this just popped up.

My car was getting worked on, so Jay had to pick me up from work. That evening I found out something horrible.. Jay cheated on me. It wasn’t recent, but it still hurts me thinking about how he came home and kissed me with the same lips he used on her.

Waiting on him to get here I just looked at the beautiful engagement ring he bought me, struggling to keep my self together inside of the lobby of my job. I sighed loudly waiting for him to get here. My phone vibrated in my purse, I pulled it out and saw his it was jay.

“I’m outside baby.” He texted. I walked through the entrance of my job seeing his dark gray car, I opened the door placing getting in and putting my seatbelt on. “Hii, baby.” He spoke looking at me and smiling. It was the same old charming smile, the one he pulled me with the first time we talked. I just looked at him and smiled. He leaned in and kissed me, I didn’t kiss back.

He pulled back and looked at me for a moment noticing my emotion. “Are you okay ?” He asked me, I nodded. “Mhm, of course I’m fine, just tired. Todays been hell I just want to go home.” I spoke looking out of the passenger window, resting my elbow on the rest of the car door. I might’ve sounded like I was calm and fine in my mind, but to him I sounded upset. He just wondered what happened today at work and what he could do to fix whatever he did if he did anything. The love he felt for me was far to strong and his mind would overthink if he just let me sit there irritated and upset.

He pulled the car out of park, and drove off. The night sky above us, stars glistening in the sky. He placed his hand on my thigh like he would normally, but I moved it. “Jay no, I’m not in the mood to be touched right now.” I spoke in a kind of stern tone. He didn’t say anything but he felt horrible. He felt like everything was his fault. As he drove he got to a stop light. He mustered up the courage to ask me what’s wrong.

“Y/n, are you okay? You say you’re just tired but you sound upset at something, and whenever you’re upset about anything from work you rant to me about it.. this doesn’t feel like something having to do with work.” He spoke looking at me but watching for the light to change as well. “No I’m fine really jay, we can talk about it when we get home baby I promise.” “No Y/N, I can’t wait till we get home. Im really worried for you and I want to know what’s wrong and what’s on your mind.” He spoke. Looking at me, the last thing he wanted to do is wait that long to hear what’s wrong with me, he was growing frustrated.

I sighed, I knew weather I liked it or not this was gonna turn into a argument. So I shared what was on my mind for so long.

“Jay, did you cheat on me ? Please tell the truth.” I asked looking at him. He forwarded his eyebrows hearing what I said. “Baby what- what no. Where did that come from ?” He asked looking at me. “Jay, you’re lying.” “Wha- what, no I’m not.” I sighed briefly. “Jongseong, you are. You slept with my friend, at that party the year we moved in together.” I spoke, I felt kind of stupid & embarrassed for feeling so upset about something that happened 2 years ago. The moment I said that the red light sooned turned green. “What.. baby, listen.. she threw herself onto me I was drunk.” He spoke, I looked down at the engagement ring, rethinking our whole relationship. Maybe if I didn’t say yes to the study date, maybe if I did miss class that day I wouldn’t be in the predicament.

“Y/n listen, please it was a dumb mistake I think about all the time, I wish I never went to that party without you. I regret everything about that night.” He spoke, I just couldn’t believe him. I just couldn’t anymore. Jay never lied about ANYTHING! But this just broke me in a sense, was there other times possibly?

“Jay why would you prepose to me knowing you did what you did? Leaving me to think I’ve fell for the most perfect guy, you laid under me that night.” As I spoke about how I felt tears started streaming. “You kissed me, telling me how much you loved me, you kissed me jay, YOU FUCKING KISSED ME AFTER HAVING SEX WITH HER!” I yelled hearing the hurt in my tone. Jay didn’t say anything but listened, he was just upset at himself for the shit he did as a boyfriend and a soon to be husband. “I know Y/n, I regret everything.” He spoke. “Yeah, they all say that.” I mumbled, resting my elbow back on the car door. He knew I had trust issues from my past relationship & did that shit.

“I know I fucked up as your boyfriend, and fiancé. I regret that night so much, I wish it never happened but there’s nothing I can fix about it. I wanted to hide that night from you because I didn’t want to come to terms with what I did myself. I love you way to much to even do such a thing.” He spoke. I didn’t say and just listened. “And the thought of loosing someone I see as the mother of my kids hurts me so much. I don’t want to think about you with anyone else but me. I beat myself up every time I think about it.” He spoke audibly sounding hurt and broken.

I looked at him, seeing how hurt he looked. “Jay, I can’t see myself with anybody else, I only see myself with you, but this broke me. I don’t know how long it will take me for me to trust you as much as I did before.” I spoke. After that the car went silent until we got home, ignoring each other until we were both heading to bed. I was on my phone scrolled and he crawled into our shared bed later than usual for reason. He hoped I slept first, he just couldn’t think about talking about it anymore. Me neither, I just couldn’t keep myself from not speaking to him anymore. I put my phone down scooting closer to him catching his attention. Pulling him into a hug while laying down.

“Jay, I still love you okay? I never won’t love you. But what you did physically hurt me.” I spoke holding him. He listened to what I had to say. “I’m not leaving you, I never will. I just.. need time to trust you again.” I spoke.

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