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woso-dreamzzz · 3 months
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Hi Barbie II
Jana Fernández x Vilamala!Reader
Summary: Bruna interrupts
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"Oh my god! Hands where I can see them! God!"
Jana jumps out of her skin at her best friend's voice, nearly landing on the floor as you tilt your head back to look at your sister.
"We're cuddling? Can't we cuddle anymore?"
"Not with Jana!" Bruna laughs as Jana's face burns red. "She might just combust! Did you know how many years she's been dreaming about doing this with you? Who knows what will happen?"
"Leave us alone, Bruna," You grouse," What are you even doing here? This is my place."
"Which is another thing," Bruna says as she goes straight into the kitchen to grab some food," You're living in London until the end of the season. Why have you still got this place?"
"The loan isn't long term," You reply," I needed a place to come back to. What about you? You don't even have a key."
Bruna shrugs. "I had one made when I house sat. You're got good sunlight here."
You roll your eyes and turn to look back at Jana. "Sorry, I didn't know she would be stopping by."
"It's okay." Jana's voice is barely above a whisper and her face is still red. The embarrassment seeps into her bones and settles there as she readjusts her position.
This whole afternoon was like something out of the most perfect of daydreams. She'd had the day off from rehab and you weren't needed at Arsenal until next week so you picked her up from her apartment to have lunch.
You went from lunch to the market to a cute coffee shop and then back to your place to mindlessly watch tv as you talked.
Jana has been on cloud nine all day. She can scarcely accept that this was truly her life, that her long-term crush was dating her and you were having nice domestic moments like this.
Trust Bruna to bring her straight back down to earth.
"Don't you have training?" Jana asks and Bruna flashes her a smile.
"Why? Don't you want to see me? Aren't we best friends, Jana?"
Jana can feel her cheeks turn even more red than before (something that she wasn't sure was even possible) as Bruna hops over the back of the sofa and tries to squish her way between you both.
"Hey!" Jana complains as Bruna tries to push her out of the way, shoving her right back in annoyance.
She keeps fighting before breaking off when you throw your head back to laugh. She's star-struck for a moment.
Sun is filtering in through the windows and hitting you just right for it to look like you're glowing and Jana can do nothing but stare even as Bruna keeps swatting at her.
"You're so gross!" She was complaining but Jana isn't listening as she focusses on you.
You're still laughing, head thrown back and you tilt it to make eye contact.
It causes Jana to smile too and you reach over Bruna to grab Jana's hip, pulling her up and over your sister to settle on your lap.
The movement is unexpected but the feeling is nice and Jana feels herself go completely limp as you manoeuvre her the position you want.
Bruna pretends to gag but, thankfully, doesn't comment as she grabs the remote to channel surf.
You don't even glance at her as your whole attention goes to Jana, whose brain has finally caught up with her body when she realises the position that she's in.
Again, Jana thought it was impossible to grow even redder than before but it's like her body doesn't believe in its own limits and her blush grows ever deeper.
You're still smiling at her, eyes never straying, and your hands are still on her hips.
Jana smiles back before growing embarrassed and looking away.
"You're so cute," You whisper, chasing her lips with your own and giving her a soft peck.
You both chance a look at Bruna, who hasn't even noticed, so you steal another and then another.
"Should we get out of here?" You ask," There's this nice coffee place that Ingrid showed me last year."
Jana bites her lap. "And Bruna stays here?"
"Definitely."
"Let's go."
Jana is loath to leave the safety of your hands on her hips but she laces your fingers with hers and suddenly feels settled again.
"Bruna," You call out when you're by the door," Me and Jana are heading out."
"Why? Can't make out with me here?"
You roll your eyes. "No but we might do that when we come back. I'll text you so you can leave in time."
"Ha! As if!"
You shrug and pull Jana through the door, swinging your joined hands. "It's on your head if you see something you don't want to."
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Hi can we get some mother alexia and her kids
Jana ,vicky the rest
mother alexia + jana:
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pernillecfcw · 2 months
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🩷 Jana & Mapi 🩷
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futbol16 · 11 months
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batlleonafc · 5 months
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Jana with her plushie🥺
Mario got a hat so she won't be cold in Switzerland😂
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ouiouibaguettt · 1 year
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Love beneath the shirt pt.2
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Jana Fernandez x Aria O’Hara (oc)
@liverpoolfan96​ here is the part2!!
warnings: no one
words: +1k
Masterlist - part.1
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ARIA’S POV:
When I messaged Jana, a week after our match, I couldn't remember ever having been so nervous in my life. I was at Lola's house that night with Carmen and Virginia, and I saw that my phone had vibrated. When I looked at it to see what was going on, I had a sudden rush of heat.
@janafernandez3 liked your story @janafernandez3 replied to your story: 😳😳
The story in question was a photo of me lifting weights that the team photographer took. "I think she has a crush on you Ari" Carmen said to me as she appeared behind me. "AHH!" I exclaimed, jumping up with my phone in my hands. "You scared me Carmen never do that again" I said with my hand in my heart after grabbing my phone in midair. "Oops?" she apologized as she sat back down next to Virgina. "Do you think I should ask her out like tomorrow night?" I asked Lola, "I think it would be good for you two to get to know each other a bit more" she said as she thought about it "And you'll be cute together" she added as she pinched my cheeks. "Yes, look at baby America and baby Spain together!" she said a little too excitedly. "Well I'll ask her then" I said with a little nervousness in my voice.
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It was time for my meeting with Jana, I would be lying if I said I wasn't stressed. I was currently at the meeting point, looking at the latest stories and posts on instagram, when I spotted her. "Hey Jana" I said as I stood up to greet her, "Hi Aria" she said, "Are you ready to go?" I asked "Yes I'm ready, let's go I've been looking forward to this since last night" she admitted as she looked down at the ground, her cheeks flushed "Is that true?" I asked pleasantly surprised, "Of course I was looking forward to it Aria, don't doubt it" she said as she looked at me with a beautiful smile. "Thank you, your smile is very cute too" she told me as she started to walk forward. "I spoke loudly right?" I asked blushing, catching up with her "Yes but it's cute" she said.
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I don't know how much time has passed since then but I know I don't want it to stop. "Why did you choose to be on loan this season? "she asked, "Honestly, I always looked up to my sister Kelley, growing up, and it was through her that I discovered the sport but the thing is, I'm younger and less experienced than her, so despite the games I play whether they're good or bad I get compared to her, At Gotham FC I wasn't Aria O'Hara, I was Aria, the little sister of the big star Kelley O'Hara, and that played a lot on my mind because I can't talk to my sister about it and that's how I ended up in the club office asking for a loan. "I admitted. "It must have been very complicated, but I'm glad you went on loan here in Spain," she said. "Why Atlético de Madrid anyway? Were there no other clubs? Not that I'm criticizing, I'm just wondering?" she added. "I'm glad I was loaned out here too, I must admit, I've met some very nice people" I confessed. "And I don't really know, I just know that it was a good team and that I could only get better as the season went on" I said. "Great meetings eh? Who are they?" she asked. "Virginia, Lola and Carmen are definitely nice to meet but I was surprised by this beautiful girl from Barcelona" I admitted, "Oh yeah? And what is this girl like off the field?". Hm, I don't know, what are you like off the field?" I asked with a small smile. "I don't know, I'd say, adorable, cute, nice" she said, sticking her tongue out at me. "You forgot beautiful" I admitted.
When I pulled out my phone, I was shocked to see that it was already 00:46. "Should we go? You have practice tomorrow and I don't want your team to arrive in Madrid because you didn't sleep much because of me" I asked, "Yes you're right" she said as she got up from the sand and held out her hand to help me up. "Anyway I loved this evening with you. I can't wait to do it again soon," she admitted, smiling at me, "I also enjoyed the evening with you, Jana. And I can't wait to do it again," I admitted, imitating her smile, "Go on, I think Bruna will be worried if you don't," I added, "Oops, have a good flight home and let me know when you've landed. Good night Linda" she said kissing my cheek before walking in the opposite direction of me. "Good night Jana" I said a little late.
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"I still can't believe you flew to see a girl" is the first thing Virginia says to me when she sees me at the airport, "Wow, hello to you too how are you?" I say as I hug her. "Oops sorry, how are you? Did your flight go well?" she asked "Yes it did, my flight went well thank you" I said. "And to answer your question, what I can't believe is that it went very well and that she is also looking forward to doing it again soon" I said with great enthusiasm. "I'm glad it went well for you then" she confessed, putting her arm around my shoulders as we left the airport. "Off to the house now," she announced. "I can't wait to get back to my bed and the girls" I admitted between two yawns.
TO jana💙❤️ I'm home safe don't worry.
FROM jana💙❤️ Ok nickel, rest well tonight for your training, good night linda, x
TO jana💙❤️ Thanks, good night to you too Jana x
When I went to bed that night I had never been so happy in my life and I hope it lasts.
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fcbfemeni-11 · 1 year
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We’re inevitable
Claudia Pina
A story where Maria and Pina’s love is inevitable.
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Falling in love at a young age cane be both great and awful. It teaches you a lot of things but more times than not, it leaves you heartbroken and unable to trust every again. I fell in love for the first time when i was fifteen years old. I had just joined Barcelona and that’s where i met her. That’s where i met Pina. She was sixteen at the time, and it was her second year at the club. As soon as we met we clicked. We became best friends and everyone around us knew that we, sooner than later, would share something very special. And they were right. We did share something. Something so special. We dated for five years, from the age of fifteen until now, the age of 20.
Pina, two years ago, went out on loan to Sevilla, whereas i went out on loan to Real Betis. We found ourselves separated for the first time since we met. We struggled to make it work, but we got through it and we both returned to Barcelona a year later. However, we were quickly separated again when Pina got moved up to the first team, while i stayed in the B team, becoming the new captain. This is when our relationship broke. It was too complicated.
However, now i’m joining her. I have gotten the call saying i will be joining the first team and i can’t wait to play with the girls, but i can’t wait to see her again. To see my first love. My only love.
I didn’t tell Pina. How could i? We hadn’t spoken in a while, so i thought i would just surprise her. I arrived an hour or so early and eventually, one by one, all of the girls joined. I was in the locker room, introducing myself to the girls, talking to Jana and Bruna, two girls i am very close to as they played with me in the academy. And then she arrived. Pina walked in with Patri, the two of them laughing at something Patri said. But when Pina looked up her mouth fell open in shock, making everyone look at her confused.
I felt like i couldn’t move. When our eyes met i froze. Her eyes were staring into mine and i felt like that fifteen year old girl again, who couldn’t control the butterflies in her stomach. The girl who found out she liked girls when Pina looked into her eyes. The girl who was head over heals for Pina. I didn’t move. She did. I didn’t. Pina slowly walked towards me, wrapping her arms tightly around me as soon as i was in touching distance. And i didn’t hold back, embracing her as soon as her arms went around me.
“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I should never have let you go. I should never have allowed you to leave. I should have stopped you. I could have, and should have.” The older, yet slightly shorter, girl whispered into my ear.
“You don’t have anything to apologise for. It’s okay. Everything is okay” I whispered, playing with her hair, something that brought me so much peace.
“But it’s not okay, M, i lost you.” She said, her voice cracking more every time she spoke. And that’s when i did something i never thought i would do. Not in front of everyone anyway.
I removed myself from her grasp and looked at her softly, before leaning in and connecting our lips. Once i pulled away i could see the small smile on her face as well as the shocked faces on our teammates faces, and the smirks on the faces of Jana and Bruna.
“No, Pina, you never lost me. I’m right here, and i’m not going anywhere”
I said and the shorter girl jumped into my arms happily.
“Okay, cuties, i need to know the love story” Mapi said, walking over and ruining the moment which caused groans from the other girls.
“We met when i was fifteen, five years ago, and we started dating the very same year. We were inseparable for five years, but last year, when she moved up to the first team, we struggled to make it work, and in the end we just stopped speaking because she had her career to focus on, and as did i. She had a new responsibility: To make it in the first team. And i had my own responsibility: To captain the B team to promotion. We both accomplished what we wanted, but we lost each other in doing so” I said, not taking my eyes off Pina. My Pina.
“What about at the selection? Did you not see eachother there?” La Reina asked, joining in on the conversation.
“No because i didn’t go. We were struggling last season with injuries and the team needed me to be at 100%. I had to lead the way. I had that pressure on my shoulders and i, no matter what i did, couldn’t let them down. So i didn’t go. I stayed to fight for promotion”
“Maria, i love you” Pina said, making me turn around and look at her in awe.
“You, Claudia Pina, are my inevitable. We are inevitable. Our love is inevitable. I love you, until the end of time”
Claudia Pina, my inevitable.
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wosobutfootball · 1 year
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femininefutbol · 2 years
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beautiful person
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idea from here (76)
prompt: you are alexia putellas’ cousin and jana fernández notices you in the crowd after a game 
word count: 975
a/n: i keep saying i can't upload til my class is finished but i keep writing during my breaks so oops
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“Alba!” you yell once you spot your older cousin sitting in the stands. 
“Mi prima pequeña” Alba jumps up from her seat pulling you into a forcefully tight hug, “you are never allowed to leave the country again” she informs you, still holding onto you. 
“I don’t think I want to, I can’t handle the cold” you shiver remembering the freezing nights you spent tossing and turning in an attempt to warm yourself to no avail while in Sweden.
“Did you at least find a hot Swedish girlfriend?” Alba asks, laughing as you look at her with a look of disapproval. 
“What? only hook ups? That's my girl!” Alba speaks proudly. 
“I didn’t hook up with anyone and I definitely didn’t get a Swedish girlfriend” you sigh in annoyance at your older cousin's antics. 
“Come on (Y/N) the Swedes are an attractive bunch, as if you didn’t even kiss at least one?” 
“If you think the Swedes are so hot you move there and get a girlfriend” you huff, although you can’t help but laugh at the end of your sentence, knowing that Alba exclusively dates Alexia’s teammates so her dating anyone else would be highly unlikely. 
“No need to move to Sweden. I’m working on that one” Alba points you in the direction of Fridolina. 
“Really?” you question with a laugh, not really surprised that she is working on dating another of Alexia's teammates.  
“She isn’t gay from what I know” 
“When did that ever stop you before?” you laugh, Alba’s stories of helping ‘straight’ girls explore their sexuality being a staple conversation piece at your family events. 
“It hasn’t and it won’t now, don’t be surprised when we start dating” Alba informs you with a cheeky smile. 
“Oh I won’t be” you shake your head, moving your head to focus on the pitch, ready to watch the game that is about to begin. 
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As the game comes to an end you cheer excitedly, always happy to watch your cousin play but even more happy when she is able to win. 
Alexia spots Alba in the crowd, having expected her to be there but when she notices you sitting next to her she is absolutely shocked. You weren’t supposed to be home for around another month and to say your oldest cousin had been missing you was an understatement. 
“Mi dulce primo bebé” Alexia hugs you tightly. 
“Holi Lexi” you reply, a sweet giggle escaping your lips as she ruffles your hair due to the nickname that only you are allowed to call her. 
“You are never leaving the country again, you hear me?” she speaks sternly. 
“I already told her that and found out that she didn’t even get a hot Swedish girlfriend or hook up with anyone” Alba informs her older sister, earning her a slap up the side of her head. 
“You are such a bad influence, and no girlfriends for you until you are older” Alexia informs you, the smile on her face indicating that she is partially joking but you know as her baby cousin that she most definitely isn’t. 
“I am older though, I’m not a baby anymore” you whine, this causes Alba to laugh at the fact that you are acting like a baby and Alexia to give what could only be described as the look a mother gives their toddler when they are about to do something wrong. 
“Fine” you sigh, “no girlfriends until I’m older” 
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“Who is that with Alexia?” Jana asks Jenni, not be able to take her eyes off you as you continue catching up with your two cousins. 
“That is Alexia’s cousin, (Y/N). She must have just come home, she was studying in Sweden” Jenni answers absentmindedly. “Why?” she snaps out of her daze when she realises that Jana is asking about you. 
“She is the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen” Jana answers in some sort of daze herself, obviously experiencing some type of love at first sight type of feelings. 
“Come with me, I want to see her anyway” Jenni pulls Jana along, not allowing time for arguments even though there is none from the young defender. 
“(Y/N)!” Jenni yells as she approaches you, catching your attention quite easily with how loud she yells. 
“Jenni!” you giggle pulling her into a hug when she reaches you. 
“Who is this?” you ask, pointing at Jana, who is standing quietly. 
Jenni nudges Jana harshly which forces a yelp of pain out of her lips.
While that is happening Alexia takes it upon herself to introduce the player to you, “that is my teammate Jana, she isn’t too much older than you” 
“Well nice to meet you Jana” you hold out your hand, waiting for her to shake yours, not wanting to be too forward as to hug her immediately. 
Clearly Jana has other ideas though as she does pull you into a hug, “it’s nice to meet you (Y/N), I hope to see more of you?” she speaks in a questioning tone. 
“Yeah I’m back in Barcelona for good so you’ll probably see me at a few games” you inform her, a redness covering your cheeks at both the hug and her mentioning wanting to see you more. 
“Great I can’t wait” she responds quickly, turning away letting the blush take over her cheeks. 
“So (Y/N), no Swedish girlfriend but you will have a Spanish one in no time” Alba teases, “I always knew you would take after me” she holds her hands over her heart, a look of pride on her face. 
“Please do not follow in Alba’s footsteps” Alexia tells you, her stern looks scaring you slightly. 
“No dating until I’m older” you throw your hands in the air, claiming innocence as the girls around you giggle at how easily you listen to what Alexia tells you to do.
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midnight-ramblingswfc · 5 months
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Secret 🎁
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woso-dreamzzz · 5 months
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Hi Barbie
Jana Fernández x Vilamala!Reader
Summary: You're Barbie and Jana's just Ken
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"Has she stopped freaking out?" Patri asks, leaning in the doorway.
"What makes you think I'm magic?" Pina asks back with an eye roll," Nobody can stop her freaking out."
"We should just send y/n back to England. This is way too much trouble."
"No!" Jana speaks for the first time since Patri arrived, looking up at her with wild eyes. "You can't!"
"I don't think anyone can tell y/n Vilamala what to do but I'm happy that you think I have that power."
Your name was one that Jana had known for years. At nearly two years older than Bruna, you had been a staple in Jana's life ever since the two became friends.
You were...
You were everything.
You played, officially, for Barcelona but had fine-angled your way into a loan to Arsenal this year to help Codina settle in there. There was really no reason for you to do that. You had regular minutes at Barca. You were almost always in the starting eleven.
But you went anyway, just to help Laia.
Everything went well for you. You had Champions Leagues under your belt. You had awards from FIFA. You had recently been crowned a World Cup winner.
And Jana...
Jana was Jana and she felt like her entire life could be fixed by a simple smile from you.
Which was, probably, why she was freaking out so much as she waited for everybody to arrive. You were everything and she just wanted you to see her as her rather than your little sister's best friend.
"God," Pina groans, pulling Jana up and out of the room," You're hopeless."
"She's already here," Patri says," So suck it up and don't make a massive fool of yourself."
But Jana's not listening anymore, her focus entirely on you.
You're relaxed, leaning up on the back of the sofa with a drink in your hand as you chat with Paredes and Paños.
And...Jana's star struck by you.
Your hair is loose and unbound, flowing freely and you run a hand through it before taking a swig of your drink. You tip your head back to drain it all, the column of your throat bobbing as you swallow.
Everything falls into place as you catch her eye from across the room and smile.
"Ew."
Jana doesn't know when Bruna joined her but she does know that her best friend is looking at her in disgust.
"Stop staring at my sister like that. You'll give her the creeps."
Jana just sighs wistfully as you flash her another smile before re-joining your conversation again.
"You're so gross," Bruna continues," That's my sister."
"Yeah," Jana says," It must really suck for you. To be related to such perfection."
"I think I prefer you when you're not pining over her. Are you actually going to talk to her properly today or do I need to be a buffer?"
Jana turns to her friend, smoothing down her hair and straightening her clothes. "How do I look?" She asks," Presentable?"
"Like normal? I don't know."
"I'm going to talk to your sister today," Jana says," Properly. I'm going to be funny and charming and she's going to fall in love with me."
"You put in too much effort," Bruna replies, rolling her eyes," It's just my sister. She got her hand stuck in a pringle's can once. She's not worth the effort."
Jana ignores her, walking up to you just as Paredes and Paños exchange knowing looks and excuse themselves. In her head, Jana is psyching herself up. She's so focused on what she's going to say that she isn't paying attention to the fact that her laces aren't done up and trips over one, slamming right into you.
"Careful there, Jana," You say with a smile and she practically melts in your arms," I'm not around as often to catch you."
The next words out of Jana's mouth are a little embarrassing given Jana's position pressed up against you. "Hi, y/n."
But, thankfully, you seem to find it amusing. "Hi, Jana."
You're smiling at her again and all thoughts have emptied out of Jana's head as she offers her own smile back. You help her right herself but your hand on her waist never leaves even as Patri and Pina arrive to talk.
They both exchange mischievous grins and flashing smiles that promise teasing.
"How's your day been, y/n?" Patri asks," How was the flight?"
"The flight was fine," You reply, always sunningly optimistic," I have a great day every day."
Pina snickers. "Jana only has a great day if you look at her."
You laugh as Jana's cheeks flush. "I doubt that," You say," Girls like Jana always have great days. She's so talented and special. Girls like Jana never have bad days."
Your compliments make her feel like a tomato and she hides her face in your shoulder before immediately realising it was the wrong idea because your hand comes up to cup the back of her head to keep her there.
Patri and Pina laugh loudly before backing away with playful grins.
"You don't need to be embarrassed," You say once they're gone," Patri and Pina are silly sometimes but they don't mean any harm."
Jana's brain short circuits as she pulls away from your shoulder to look at you. All she can think of is one thing so she says it. "Hi, y/n."
You smile at her in amusement. "Hi, Jana." You brush some of her hair out of her face. "Do we get to have a conversation or are we just going to say hello to each other all day?"
Jana opens her mouth to respond (even though she has no response lined up for you) but Bruna cuts in smoothly.
"You two should go on a date," Your sister says," y/n, Jana's been crushing on you since you first met. Jana, y/n was never going to make the first move so you need to sort out everything."
You make a little squeaking sound in shock before you bat Bruna away.
"Don't mind her," You say," Mama dropped her on the head a few too many times as a baby. She doesn't always think when she speaks."
"It's fine," Jana manages to say, grabbing at enough of her brain cells to form a coherent sentence. She also grabs enough to realise that this is her chance to ask you out on a date.
Only...she doesn't ask.
She grasps your hand tightly and says," We will date."
It's horrifyingly embarrassing because practically everyone has been eavesdropping so now, the whole room is filled with laughter.
Everyone's laughing but you.
You squeeze her hand. "You're very forward, Jana," You say, leaning in to press a kiss to her cheek," I like that. Okay. Let's date."
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palaugranetes · 1 year
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Jill Roord and Jana, are they dating?
no, actually, jana took a second job when she was injured as the au pair to jill roord's niece. the roord family loves to travel to spain! 😉
i'll share these below and let you draw your own conclusions! (although i think they are pretty open!)
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video source: @endemann25
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sweet-babyrose · 2 years
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Do you write for jana
I haven’t written anything for her but I’d be willing to give it a go if you have a prompt
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Liga F Campeonas
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romanarose · 1 year
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Take Your Time: Chapter 1
Frankie "Catfish" Morales X Fem! Oc (Jana Fernandez)
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Fic summary: Told through the present and series of flashbacks, Frankie and Jana, his ex-girlfriend and the mother of his daughter, Rosie, begin spending more time together as Frankie attempts to get sober, and Jana becomes friends with the girlfriend of Frankie's best friend. They both say they never stopped loving each other, is the timing right for them to finally have a life together?
Chapter summary: 6 months into his sobriety, Frankkie is still struggling. When Will, Benny and Santi are all out of town and he needs help, he knows he can still call on Jana.
Takes place within Leather and Lace in what I call "TF Romanaverse" but it is NOT necessary to read LaL beforehand. You'll be more familiar with the Oc's such as Jana, Laci, and a little bit of Lorelei, but I wrote this series specifically to be read separately incase you don't read Santi fics, that series didn't interest you, or the content was too dark. Speaking fo which, read the mfing warnings.
Warnings!: Self harm (not a suicide attempt but sure looks like one) cutting, blood, puke, excessive drinking, mentions of drug use and addiction but no more relapses, Frankie feeling miserable. Graffic depiction of the wounds as first aid is being applied. Do noooooot actually do this for first aid. Get them to a hospital. But this is fiction.
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Answering the phone at midnight, Jana already swung both legs over the bed and began pulling socks on. “Frankie? What’s going on?”
“M’sorry. Woke you.” Frankie’s slurred voice answered.
“No you didn’t, the shelter had me on overnights last week, remember?.” Frankie had Rosie, their daughter, most of the week, albeit they stayed with Santi and Laci. While Frankie’s recovery was going well, Jana was still nervous with several days in a row, worried it might overwhelm him. Laci watched Rosie when Frankie worked, and if both were busy, Santi had taken her, impressing Laci very much with his skills with the toddler.
“Sorry” Frankie repeated. “Everyone else is gone. Didn’t know who else to call.”
 “You can always call me, Francisco. What did you take?”
“Jus’ whiskey right now, but that’s why m’callin’ you” 
Phone to here ear, she carefully bundled up a sleeping Rosa in a few blankets, the mild Florida winter making for less of a need for a full coat, especially when she’d have to take it off to buckle her into the car seat anyway. “Whiskey we can work with, honey.” Quickly, Jana back tracked as she headed out the door. “We can work if you relapse too, okay? Never be afraid to call me or the guys, we’re always here for you.”
 Jana had gone back and forth with her feelings on Santi for a number of years, mostly when she was still dating Frankie. Frankie would follow that man to the end of the earth, and pretty much had. That trip to Columbia had been the nail in the coffin for a relationship already strained from addiction, and Jana held it against Santiago for a long while. In more recent times, however, she’s come to see him as an ally for Frankie. Santi and his girl, Laci, as well as Will and Benny had all pulled together this last year as Francisco tried to sober up for perhaps the first real time. Although Jana was not with Frankie anymore, she would always love him. They hadn’t broken up for lack of love, or even for lack of trying, but for the things coke can do to a person, especially a person who recently came into a shit ton of money and nothing to do when his daughter is gone but get high.
“I’m waking Rosa” He sounded sleepy.
“No,” Jana couldn’t help but laugh, looking at her curly-haired daughter, out cold in the car seat. “That girl started sleeping through the night at one month old, she’s a miracle child”
“Yeah. Yeah she is. She deserves someone better.”
She got in the car, hooking up the phone to the speaker. “Stop. You’re a good dad, Frankie, a great dad. I’ve never seen a man play dolls with a kid for 2 hours straight, she adores you. You just need a little help”
“Yeah” It was quiet.
“Frank, hey, don’t fucking go to sleep, we’ll be right there.”
“Don’t wan’ her t’see me like this”
“She won’t, I promise. What room are you in?”
“Bathroom”
“Okay, I’ll lay her down in her crib before I even come to the bathroom okay?”
“Promise?”
“As long as you stay awake, yes.”
“Fine”
“Okay”
Wanting to make sure she paid attention to the road, her nighttime vision not greatJana didn’t talk much, only when she thought he was falling asleep. She parked on the wrong side of the road, quickly grabbing Rose (how did this child sleep so much?), calling to Frankie she was here, and laid her down in the crib as promised. Her room at her uncle Santi’s had a toddler bed, as she was quickly growing, taking after her dad, but this would do fine in a pinch. With her heart about to burst out of her chest, she ran into the bathroom, expecting to find him puking or passed out on the floor. Instead, to her horror, she found him in his underwear, slumped up against the tub and the wall, blood on his arms and legs.
“Frank!”
Thinking quickly, Jana grabbed one of his towels and wrapped it around the two deep cuts on the inside of his wrist and the one on the outside. There were a few others on his legs, but it was clear the wrist was more imminent a danger. “I’m calling an ambulance, hold on” She instructed as she placed his hand over the towel. “No” Frankie mumbled. “No ambulance” “You tried to kill yourself Frankie!” Jana shouts, the smell of alcohol and puke was raw in the bathroom, permeating her nose and she vaguely registered his crumbled up shirt as the source of the vomit, and assumed he must’ve thrown up on himself in the binge. Frank grabbed her hand, finally looking at her. “No, I didn’t” Eyes wide and panicked, she looked at him intently, gritting through her tensed mouth. “Then what the hell is this!”
Closed his eyes again. “I don’t know. Wanted to feel something, punish myself, I dunno”
“Hey. hey.” Gently tapping his cheek, Jana kept him conscious. “You need to stay awake.”
“No hospital” He reiterated. “They’ll lock me up and I swear to god this is only going to get worse.”
Jana considered for a moment, then reached for her phone. “Fine, but I’m calling Will” The older Miller was as close to a doctor as any of them knew, starting as a combat medic before he quickly rose in the ranks and eventually joined Delta Force as Tom handpicked his team. Throughout the years, they had called on him in lieu of an actual doctors visit, as the man kept up with trainings and taking classes. He could probably out do a doctor at this point, but much of his training was in formal. Frankie did not like this plan either, shaking his head. “No, they’re out of town visiting their cousin or something. Don’t wanna bug em” “It’s Will or an ambulance.” Jana gave him his choices, but as Frankie seemed to struggle to choose between being hospitalized or being a bother to the people that mean most to him, Jana calmed her tone, taking Frankie’s flushed and puffy face in her hands. “Francisco, Will loves you, so do Benny, Santi and Lace, so do I. We want to help you. You aren’t a bother, you aren’t a burden, Will would want me to call him.” Dodging her eyes, he gave a quick nod, consenting to calling Will. Jana pressed the facetime option on Will’s contact page and within two rings his face appeared on the screen. “Jana? What's wrong? Is Rosie okay? Are you?” He had clearly been sleeping, and it warmed Jana’s heart that he answered so fast, worried something happened to her or Rosa. That’s what she liked about Frankie’s friends. In the past, she could barely get the care she wanted from the men she dated, and their friends barely acknowledged her, if not being flat-out creepy or making racial comments. The Millers and Santiago, for all her and Santi bicker, had been nothing but respectful and welcoming to her, and she liked to think she welcomed back. “We’re fine, it’s… here” Jana flipped the camera to show Frankie. The poor man looked humiliated, but she’d handle that later. “He won’t go to the hospital and insists it wasn’t an attempt, I need you to look at them and tell me if we can handle it here.” Will was a combat medic. He’d seen way worse, hell, Jana knew. Hell, he’d seen worse on himself and his friends, including Frankie, but he was obvious not prepared for this, and despite his ability to keep calm in this emergency, she heard his voice shake, just a bit. “Okay.” Scanning up the cuts on his legs, Will confirmed those weren’t a risk, but he had seen the bloody towel around his friends wrist, and told her to unwrap it. She had to pad the blood away for him to even see how bad it was.
“Fish, you should really get stitch-” “No” Frankie was having none of it. Jana turned the camera back to her. “Can I take care of it here?” “Jana, he should really-”
“Yes or no” Will sighed. “Can you give him stitches?”
Jana glanced to Frankie, bleeding heavily and looking absolutely wrecked. She wanted him in the hospital, in the safety of doctors but she also knew he had seen a lot, and hospitals made him anxious. Plus, there was no doubt in her mind that for someone who valued quality time so heavily, a mandatory lock up for a suicide attempt, or whatever this was, would only make him worse.
“Yeah, I think so. ”
Will was not thrilled, but allowed it. “Go get his first aid kit, I’ll walk you through it.” All the guys had ‘first aid kits’ that were the size of small hospitals, thanks to Will. He instructed Frankie to keep his arm raised and gently keep pressure on the wounds. Jana knelt beside him. “Can you stay like this for me? While I get what you need?”
Eyes wide and wet, he looked up at her an nodded.
She kissed his forehead and she got up. “Good job, I’ll be right back.” Taking the phone with her, she went to the kitchen where she knew his first aid kit was. “What’s he on?” Will asked. “Just liquor, Helluva lot of it, and whiskey if I’m smelling it right.” “He’s been sober from coke for six months, maybe it’s time he stops drinking too.” “One bridge at a time, Will. He still has cravings, let’s give him a break.” Jana continued gathering what  she needed and washing her hands thoroughly. “He tried to kill himself while drunk, Jana!” She looked directly at the camera. “How about you deal with your alcoholic brother, I’ll deal with Frankie, okay?” Jana snapped. A pause. She knew she wasn’t supposed to bring that up. “Sorry-”
“Let’s get him stitched up, we can talk about this later.” Sighing, she rinsed her hands and turned the faucet off with her elbow. “I’m sorry, Will. I’m just a bit freaked out.”
“I understand. We should probably talk when Ben and I are back, discuss it with Santi.” Jana wasn’t sure how she felt about talking about Frankie and his problems when he wasn’t around. “Yeah, with Frankie.”
Will nodded on screen. “With Frankie.”
Frankie, of course, had things for stitches, the over-anxious man he was. With Will’s guidance, the cuts only needed on each, enough to close the wound a bit. The bleeding slowed, and after disinfecting and bandaging the wound, and thanking Will (as well as promising to update him throughout the night), Jana found herself propped up in the bathroom wall, covered in blood, Frankie’s head on her lap as she played with his hair. Her instructions were to keep him awake for a while, since he lost so much blood, but this was proving difficult as the alcohol ran through his system.
“Where did Santi and Laci go? Laci didn’t mention going anywhere this weekend.” She asked. Santi’s girlfriend had begun volunteering at the women’s shelter Jana worked in, and the pair had become fast friends. Frankie mumbled, trying to stay awake. “It was snowing somewhere up north, Laci missed the snow, so he took her up there to some fancy hotel for a few days. Private hot tub, rose petals, room service. Whole shabang.” Jana couldn’t help but smile and chuckle at that. “She’s really got that boy whipped, huh?”
To her relief he smiled back. “Yeah but he’s got her wrapped around his finger too.” “They're really cute”
“Yeah, they are.” Frankie’s smile faded. “I’m sorry. That’s what you deserved. Someone who could be like that for you. Take care of you.”
“Frank…” He shut his eyes, and Jana thumbed away a tear that ran down her cheek. “Honey, no. I don’t need what Laci needs. I don’t need to be taken care of like that. You cared for me in all the ways I needed you too, and you continue to provide for me and our baby. You were a good boyfriend, you really were. I was really, really happy with you, that’s why we decided to have Rosa” Jana leaned down to press a kiss into his hair as his eyes remained locked shut. “You gave me the most precious thing in my life, and if I didn’t love you enough already, I’d love you simply for that. Look at me, sweetie.” With a soft touch, she coaxed his eyes open. “I love you, I always loved you and I never stopped loving you. I promised you that when I left. You are an excellent father and a loving, good, kind friend. If I can’t be with you as a partner, I’m happy to be your friend, for the rest of our lives.”
Looking at her, Frankie nodded. “I never stopped loving you either. I’m sorry. I know i’ve said it 1000 times but I’m sorry. For the coke, for how I acted, for going to Columbia when you told me not to, for everything that happened after…” “It’s okay, honey, I forgave you a long time ago. I know as well as you do that addiction is an evil illness” “It doesn’t mean I didn’t make mistakes-” “I know, you made mistakes and so did I. It’s okay. You’re not a bad person, Francisco.” He closed his eyes again, wincing this time. “Oh fuck.” Jana, having been through enough nights of the two of them drinking together in their youth, especially back in the army, knew what that meant. “Okay, up.” She helped him get over the toilet bowl, rubbing his bare back as he threw up. “Pope’s never gonna leave town again. Gonna start camping outside the house” “Pope can suck my dick, Frankie” Jana replied, an smiled when she heard him chuckle. “I’m serious.” But she was laughing too. “If you need him back off a bit, I’ll talk to him.” Frankie shook his head. “I like… I like having them around, I just don’t want to interrupt his life.” “You aren’t, I promise. He loves you very much, and much as he likes to pretend he’s a rolling stone, I think it’s become apparent with Laci around he’s a caretaker at heart.” Frankie mumbles “Like Han Solo”
This causes Jana to laugh. “Yeah, yeah like Han Solo.” “I’m sorry” Frankie spoke between dry heaves. “I’m really trying to sober up.” “Take your time. God knows you held my hair back enough times, Azúcar, I’m just returning the favor.”
“What did I do to deserve you?”
“You exist, Frankie. You don’t have to earn me, who you are is enough.”
Jana got Frankie set up on the living room floor, plush carpeting and the blankets she laid down giving enough comfort while simultaneously keeping him on a firm surface. After getting him to rinse out his mouth and drinking some water, he was put in the recovery position (confirming to Will via text that it was done) and she covered him in a warm blanket, after putting a pair of pj’s over him, to spare him a bit of dignity if nothing else. For the next half hour, at 2 AM, she cleaned up the bathroom of blood and vomit, showered his blood off her and helped herself to his clothes, threw hers and Frankies messy clothes in the wash with the bloodied towels, redressed his wounds as he slept, and did the dishes for good measure. One less thing for him to worry about in the morning. And he would worry in the morning. They got through that hard part, but it was all far from over. Jana laid beside him, getting under the covers on the hard floor and got just close enough to where she’d wake if he started to choke or vomit or anything, but didn’t want to encroach on his personal space.
It was far from over, to be sure, but Jana planned on working with him, Will, Benny and Santi, and being there for him every step of the way. He wasn’t her boyfriend anymore, but he’s always been the love of her life.
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