#ive been spending a lot more time walking lately 🪕👽🪕 as in walking my neighbourhood and mostly in the woods

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Man... sometimes I just want to get up and just leave. Just go on out the front door and walk down the street, then down the road, for HOURS. I want to walk until I near the state borders in the middle of some giant ass soybean fields. I want to keep going until the pitch black darkness of a rural farm road or plain heat exhaustion force me to stop. I really want to wander, I guess.

I've always wanted to do this and, when I was a little kid, I would wander around my neighbourhood with my best friend until the sun went down and we'd have to come back. That expanded into wandering around the overgrown creek in our backyards, but we were forced to stop because we got lost for like an hour and thought we were going to die there LMAO 🤕🤕 7 year old mindset moment 👽👽👽

I don't know how to explain it tbh, I've just always felt this way. Maybe I'll actually cave and do it in the future, who knows.

#sorry just feeling really silly and introspective today ig #ive been spending a lot more time walking lately 🪕👽🪕 as in walking my neighbourhood and mostly in the woods #i think ive been thinking about this more since ive been so stressed for the past few years? but ive always been tempted by this urge to >> #up and leave for my whole life EVEN when i WASNT stressed and tense all the time #idk idk maybe im just shouting into the void with this but ive gotta get it out there #its just been bouncing around my brain for too long 🪕🪕🪕💥 #just chit chatting