#ive been creating for years art and writing wise and have tried commissions for both multiple times after building a platform

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Sometimes I don't want to create anymore

#♡ - Rosie is emotional #ive been creating for years art and writing wise and have tried commissions for both multiple times after building a platform #it always fails #and when i ask for support its rarely if never done #i only get likes and follows everyday and when i ask for reblogs i get nothing #the amount of reblogs i get each week are 10 or less #im giving my kofi time but i literally have no one supporting me despite my heavy boosting #i rarely get interactions and the reoccurring anons i have havent been around for a while #my moots interact and i love them for it tbh theyre the only reason i have a will to stay #it feels as though im only here to give free pieces of hard work and am to always be ignored when i ask for a smidgen of support to let me- #know ive done well or that i should keep going #ive tried instagram tiktok twitter and quotev #no one wants art and creativity when its not free #and that hurts yk #i want to pursue my art and writing so badly #i want to become an author and publish books about all sorts of genres #i have hopes and dreams but in constantly proved that theyre nearly impossible- only a slim chance to succeed #sometimes i think i should just give up and get a retail job cuz ill have more success there than i could anywhere else #i have over 1k posts on here and majority are pieces of writing #theres well over 10 thousand words all together #is it really too much to ask for author&reader interactions and low costing support?? #its so tiring giving all of the time just to recieve crumbs #my writing has been available to the public since 2016 and my art has been as well #yet here ive been making small reminder posts to interact or garner some support #what am i doing wrong? is my work truly valued? #its just so much work and im constantly spending all day writing and writing for others for absolutely free #i want to make people happy and secure with my writing- and ive done well from what little feedback i recieve #but i cant keep going without proper support and more feedback #it all feels lost and i want to give up