#its not really a meltdown but im not vibin

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I hate how overwhelmed I get in loud alcoholic social situations

#i am currently hiding in the bathroom of the bar that we're at for my gf's 22nd #i was meant to go pick up our friend to come here #but he said he would uber to make it easier for me #which is lovely #BUT THIS WHOLE TIME IVE BEEN HOLDING OUT FOR THE 45 MINUTE BREAK ILL GET FROM NOISE AND PEOPLE AND DRUNKENNESS #so im just sitting on the toilet seat in the stall #trying to calm my body down from its lil sensory episode #its not really a meltdown but im not vibin #and i feel bad cause my gf was originally gonna go to the clubs but cause she knows about my noise thing she changed it to a bar #and its definitely 10 times better than the clubs i hate going there but im still wanting to hide away from everyone #and its gonna look weird if im hiding out for like 30 minutes and DONT come back with her friend #but oh well i guess im gonna look weird lol #i hate parties like this but im doing it for her #cauae i love her #and i do like the friend thats coming so maybe that will help #anyways enough of my lil rant #hope your day is going v well #im also gonna add a slight #tw: alcohol #just in case... i dont think it would be a big trigger but better safe than sorry 👌 #on this episode of crow hides in the bathroom