#its near 5 but i need energy to study fjdjdjsk

[elegyofthemoon]

today was good!!!! but i am!!!! very tired!!!!!!! :D

#i thought today would be bad bc of certain past stuff #so i was kinda bracing for it #BUT IT WINDED UP GOOD.... im happy #good day at work but i think i got more exhausted that my brain just kinda kerplunked on itself #i got to see my friend but we didnt talk much he was just passing by :] #worked w my director who is honestly really nice ajfjdjdjs #tbh i thought she hated me when we first started and wELL I KINDA STILL THINK SHE DOES #im such a dumbass at work so i feel like i just get in the way all the time but #today actually went pretty ok and smoothly jdjdjd minus end of the day #OH AND IT SNOWED BUT I WAS STUCK INSIDE #i basically looked out the window like 🥺🥺🥺🥺 wanting to go out but nooo i couldnt #the consultants all went out to take photos iTS UNFAIR (STOMPS THE GROUND) #anyways. i cant believe i have to study after all this. how cruel 🤧 #there wasnt snow when i left sad chirp noises :< #it wasnt enough snow to cover the ground so it was a very :< walk back home. and freezing but you know #anyways its been nice so :) happy. #i need tea. #its near 5 but i need energy to study fjdjdjsk #work logs #snow speaks