#its mostly my cousins words tbh shes so intolerant of everything that isnt a carbon copy of her but acts like she isnt? intolerant?

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#💀.txt #i wanna change my name again #nothing too far from the name i picked tho - i liked cassian and caspian.. #but.. sometimes i feel like its silly #like to even do any of it yknow #but i think thats jus internalized homophobia or smth.. #idk being around my family and having them constantly say my birthname nd how im a girl #and them jus being.. typical Republican white trash intolerant of everythint that isnt a copy of them #kinda makes me spin out a lil bit #feel like im maybe not queer and that im jus confused #maybe its all in my head and maybe im jus lazy not ahdh or depressed #LIKE idk its kinda dumb im not near them atm and what they say doesnt matter #but sometimes.. idk i think they make me wanna go back in the closet or be in denial again #im prolly not making any sense - im sleepy and when im tired i tend to overthink everything and regret and e_e; hohf #but whatever!!! im never gonna see or hear from them again when i move out of their place so.. these feelings will pass #itll all work out in the end ill be alright #its mostly my cousins words tbh shes so intolerant of everything that isnt a carbon copy of her but acts like she isnt? intolerant? #like its fine if ur bi but gays stole my rainbow and theyre gonna go to hell for living in sin #and youd make an ugly transman so dont be transgender and id like for you to marry a christian white man #like.. h??????? #anyway.. it doesnt matter #itll be like when i moved last time - we wont hear from them and itll jus be quiet.. #ill havta unlearn some toxic feelings and shit but thats nothing new ive already been working on that #anyway.. maybe changing name again jus bc💕 #also maybe prolly most likely will #delete later