#its just. hrghrgr. I wish I could beam my thoughts and intentions and love directly into ur brain

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Being hyper-empathic and low-empathy at the same time is so weird. Like yeah I fundamentally don't understand people's emotions and approach every social interaction like it's a problem I have to find the solution of. Anyways I have to apologize to this glass of water bc I set down a little too hard and the clink it made sounded so sad

#Like genuinely. How do you have a conversation #I can infodump and I can problem solve but I can't carry a conversation #and I feel like I'm accidentally self-centered sometimes because the main way I try to relate to people is like #'oh i went though [similar thing] and it made me feel like [x]' when like. the conversation isn't about me #but like. what else do I say? saying 'that sucks' feels so empty because OBVIOUSLY it sucks #its just. hrghrgr. I wish I could beam my thoughts and intentions and love directly into ur brain