#its just shou & his ppl & the horrors beyond ur comprehension that they faced everyday

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so tempted to add npcs. extensive ramble in the tags.

#I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN. the urge is just worse now #ofc i had to be thinking abt smthing like this at the start of my FINALS MONTH. HHHHH #but anyway this will happen. probably. eventually #Shou's lackeys have too much of an influence on him idk why but i want this fact TO SHINE AND BLIND EVERYONE #becuz im constantly screaming this kid was not raised by parents he's raised by ppl #and it's the sole reason why he's so down to earth and so aware and so human unlike his tyrant of a father #but that doesn't mean that it was all entirely good #BUT SHOU IS A GOOD KID!!!! HE HAS A GOOD HEART !!!!!! and that's all thanks to experiences and advices and all sorts of #wackey nonsense he's been thru while being a part of claw #and it wouldn't have been the same without his team who weren't really different from him #just a bunch of ppl forced into a really bad place. even if it was a choice at the start for some of them #but that doesnt mean they dont deserve a chance at change and a better life away from the nightmare called claw #god.... goddddd #its just shou & his ppl & the horrors beyond ur comprehension that they faced everyday #and after all is said and done they ALL have to deal with it. HAVE TO LiVE WITH IT. on their own. no longer together.. #ショウ ; i realized that youth is grey. / headcanon.