#its been a rly rough 2024 so far and like. its just been rly hard to feel anything but doomed. i cant rly talk to anyone abt it rn either.

[banghwa]

u guys r too nice ill cry :((

#i feel a bit guilty for begging for affection from strangers on the internet tbh but rly it warms my heart a lot :(( #its been a rly rough 2024 so far and like. its just been rly hard to feel anything but doomed. i cant rly talk to anyone abt it rn either. #bcs of my job and my home life and my friend situation.... #so it feels like im having to work thrice as hard to not only keep myself safe but convince myself its worth it. and some days its so hard. #n its even hard to feel like just enjoying myself or being silly on the internet is something i deserve. so idk its just rly appreciated #whenever anyone takes the time to send me something or to wish me well. i cant describe how much it means rn. #yeah i know its stupid to get so worked up abt something so simple. but its a lot rn #thank u even if ur anon even if i dont answer. i love u thank u #dl