#its a long distance thing now cus her gf had to go away for school but they keep in touch and its so healthy and awesome

[toddhowardxreader]

🌈gay post

#i have an irl friend ive known for almost 4 years and we're p close #weve both been thru some Shit together and shes helped me a lot re: not collapsing into myself and giving good advice and help #shes a few years older than me and she always thought she was straight for her whole life and i used to tease her abt it... ehe #but just last summer she ended a long time relationship with this guy whod cheated and i helped her get thru that #and after a bit she started crushing on a our mutual coworker nd shes a gay kid my age i knew frm elementary school #and like my friend thought it was so weird at first!!!! and she didnt realize it but she was suffering frm a lot of internalized homophobia #esp cus her family is.. not good about it #i thought it was rly cute and they got along so great together and i tried to like help talk her thru her feelings #cus realizing ur Not Straight isnt always easy and i didnt know that... i guess i was young enough to not care #it kinda makes me sad cus she knows so many ppl but she says she doesnt know anyone whos been as supportive abt it as me and i!!! aaaa #i talked with her a lot and she found out she was bisexual and after being rly hesitant she starting dating this girl #and honestly.. i cry at how well they get along and how cute they are together #its a long distance thing now cus her gf had to go away for school but they keep in touch and its so healthy and awesome #and ive seen my friend thru a couple of relationships w guys but with this she seems so much happier than ever before and!!!! i love it #i ship them so hard and get so much secondhand squishiness and gay feels and im happy i could be a part of it and help her accept herself #but it makes me lowkey kinda lonely cus aaaahhhhg idk i want .something like that. but im too.. scared.. hm #anyways thats my story for today i feel gay n happy