#it's probably also why i'm so extremely desensitized to talking about gross things while eating

[opossum-by-night]

Apparently most people do not have a brain that instantly and involuntarily conjures a vivid 4K UHD image of anything that they hear, read, or think of, including things that are very upsetting.

I know there are theoretically people out there who cannot even conjure an image of an apple in their head when they try, but even being able to, like, *decide* whether or not to vividly visualize a thought is pretty wild to think about when my brain throws up perfectly-rendered graphic images of shit like "goatse" or "my loved ones dying in a car accident" so casually that I'm just kind of used to it at this point.

Does this likely have some kind of Implications™ related to why I'm exhausted and overwhelmed at all times and feel like I have very little control over my own brain? Mayhaps!!!

#it's probably also why i'm so extremely desensitized to talking about gross things while eating #mayhaps #adhd #possum talk #tw violence #intrusive thoughts