#it's like. it left ynys to bring the sidhe back to aiteall and ynys specifically but in doing so it doomed the people left there

[guidingsbolt]

i've still got to work out exactly how fen feels about gwynnllwg and seeing it now, undead and totally feral, but. oh BOY is she experiencing emotions

#it's like. it left ynys to bring the sidhe back to aiteall and ynys specifically but in doing so it doomed the people left there #and forced fen and her little clan to abandon their home for the same place gwynnllyg went to #and is trying to take matters into her own hands by delving in the dungeon like it did #and has a relationship with the master's hands like it did #and she's not going in alone like it did. but she's still following uncomfortable close in its footsteps #and that's something she'll have to acknowledge and something colwyn clocked #and she has to go home and tell colwyn gwynnllwg is dead. and she had to put it to rest :( if she even *survives* #she's one of the last powerful druids ynys has the magic is dying #and maybe she CAN find the sidhe in the weeping city and bring them back. if they're even there. or she'll die in the pursuit #and leave people behind with nothing. which. grimace. #but she's fen so she'll take it into her own hands as much as she can. and she's never been one to really like. worship the sidhe #but having this connection to home and a way to like. save her people i think she wants more than anything than to find them in the city #and bring them back or set them free #but how much of All This is she willing to admit to herself i'm not sure #and this is a whole other point but the vibes of gwynnllwg are so awesome... i think that guy is so cool... #GOD i hope fen lives long enough and levels up enough to become a druid who the plants grow and dance around... #i think this is all so so so cool i'm having a delightful time #ch: fen #man. and she wants to know what it did or didn't see in HER #but she can't ask :( maybe all she can do is finish what it started or try as hard as she can to anyway #i think she's mourning gwynnllwg and its place in ynys and what relationship they could've had and what her life could've been like #but also i think she LIKES delving or adventuring at least. when it comes down to it she likes going into the dungeon #but maybe she would've liked sinking vestenmannavnjar ships just as much! #okay NOW i'm going to bed.