#it's fine. it's fine. i'll get thru it

[paint-tastes-ok]

if you’re considering getting a PS5 for FF16... don’t

#maybe i was just having a bad day yesterday or something but. man. #my experience: [bland nonsense] [sexism] [good boss fight] [boring eikon fight] [joshua shows up] omg joshua!!! <3 [more bland nonsense] #i have thoughts and opinions about this game. unkind ones #if u are a woman and/or poc then uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i cant . recommend it #i may be overly negative tho lol it's a fun game during combat and cutscenes!! but the ratio between those is a bit off #and some characters are lacking... personality........... #specifically female ones.... #it's fine. it's fine. i'll get thru it

[dandyshucks]

little man on an adventure :]

#i have wifi for a bit yay #safe traveling so far !! very excited to hopefully get to sit down and break in the new sketchbook this evening :] #Chase and Sunny helped me put together some rly fun outfits so im going to try drawing those #i think partially why im so okay rn is that i barely slept last night so im just kind of floating thru the day in a haze LMAO #i forgot to bring my notebook though so i cant work on writing or worldbuilding unless i write in my sketchbook aheemheem ue ue ue #(i dont like typing stuff on phone fjdkdl my fine motor skills are Not super great irt phone typing) #anyways !!! i hope everyone has a good week 🫶 I'll probably be annoying with photo posting so lemme come up w a tag ummm... #lil guz adventures #<- here block this tag if u don't want to see these kinds of posts ! #dandy.cmd

[mywritingonlyfans]

he's so hot and soft here i can't even--

#alex turner #i have no one to obsess over alex turner with so here i am #i mean he's just 37 but it's fair to say that he's aging just fine?? #and all about it is actually cute idk #wrinkles in the corners of the eyes more prominent some gray hairs that are showing #he's getting hotter thru it #fine fine wine #i love my boy #babyboy*** #i'll probs delete probs 😪

[bunnihearted]

🧸🧃⛈️

#so like late last night i started to get rlly panicky nd upset #bc it's v much looking like im gnna fail my english class. i need to be done next wednesday which means i need to work rlly hard #nd go to school extra to have a presentation nd do tests etc etc #nd im still in pain after surgery nd im rlly depressed bc of my physical health so i just dont think i can be strong nd make it this time #in my almost breakdown i wrote a self referral to the clinic/psych department for personality disorders.... #it usually takes them around 2 days to answer you but this time at like 8am they sent me a message AND called me #(i think. im not certain it's them bc i havent checked the voice message or the reply lmaooo. but it should be them) #the thing abt having avpd is now im immediately stressed af nd i regret sending it. i donr wanna check their reply #also it might be bc i wrote a lot abt killing myseld etc etc nd now im worried theyre gnna be like girlie get checked in!!!! lol T-T #i just needed to be very clear nd act frsutrted nd desperate bc i have never gotten treatment in 10yrs nd im TIRED!!!! #my initial reaction is to avoid at all costs nd just pull my covers above my head nd pretend like i dont have to check their reply lol #i dont wannaaaaaa. i take it back i dont want help!!! its fine i dont wanna try or work hard let me rot #why did i do this!!!!! fml. anyway... i'll check later today bc since its early i can still use the excuse of sleepinf thru the days #many ppl working w mentally ill ppl understand that it's normal actually to switch the day around nd sleep during the days sksksk #but also i have no idea how many typos r in here bc im not wearing my glasses whoopsie #yeah.. anyway im gonna try to go back to sleep nd not think abt it #hopefully it wasnt even them calling 🤡 i know i HAVE to check later but not now i can take a few hours #then today i need to figure out if im gnna make one last attempt w my eng class or give up idk what to do

[gotchibam]

AHHHH THANK YOU ALL so much for the support!!! 😭 Tbh I wasn't really expecting to reach the goal so soon since I only made this post 2 weeks ago but ppl have been very supportive so tysm again!! 🙏❤️💕

Once I get paid by the end of this week I think I'll be able to get thru this month so! I'll now focus working on the comms + last year's kofi doodle reqs & post them on the coming weeks ☺️

Honestly I can’t thank you guys enough ;_; But really tho I appreciate all of you, I don’t really think I’d be able to get through it w/o everyone’s help so really thank you so much!! 🙏🙏🙏

#i'm getting thru it bc of you guys #😤😤😤 #I do still have a bit of worry tho..... w/c is if my freelance job pays me on time #hopefully I really get paid this week bc if not i'll still be short on budget ;_; #if that's the case I might need to ask for help again ;___; #hoping everything's just gonna work out fine since i'm already too stressed worrying abt money all the time @_@ #would really like to have a moment where i'm not worrying abt money #wish me luck!!

[katamarei]

they need to make a hrt that makes me grow a dick and also make my boobs shrink and absolutely no other changes. god if you are listneing,

#sometimes i think maybe I'll just like Try it and if I start balding or whatever I can jsut stop and probably be fine #but the thing is there is no 'if' my brother started actively balding at like 23 i WILL start balding #it's just a lot of effort to go thru if I know it won't work out and theres other potential changes I don't want so it's just not for me #which sucks bc a lot of surgeons require hrt for top surgery which I'd really like to try and get at? some point? #but also the older I get the harder the surgery will be and I don't even have a pcp currently lol #it's just not fairrr cuz if I had been born male I could just take hrt and look pretty much exactly how I want..... sighhhh

[infime]

i love saying i have a routine as if it means in anyway i remember what said routine is n follow it (:

#i wash my hair every sunday it's my routine #sunday n crickets chirping bc i forgor to wash my hair #n then it's tues afternoon n my mother is asking if i've washed my hair yet #n oh i truly forgor hair has to be washed wowsers #writes it down sticks it on my letter board resolves to wash hair on wed morning #forgets again #remembers sister says she wants to shower first since i'll take longer #ok fine np #finally gets into shower #spends like 5 mins wetting my hair n running my hand thru it #bc i love doing tht it feels so good #then goes to soap n realize oh fuck i came here to wash my hair grrrrr #hair finally washed yipeee #also this is just regular pmdd for me lmao #cloud nonsense

[skunkg1rll]

🦨

#ok ok so what im hoping for now is that i'll pass my course #and that im fine for the surgery and that the surgery turns out well without any bad side effects or complications #then i can start recovering nd hopefully gettin my health back #after a couple of months i can probably start going to the gym again #then i'll also apply for a loan and do the rest of my classes thru distance #it'll be a lot of work but if im feeling ok physically nd can eat nd work our then it'll be fine #as i start feeling better i'll try to reach out to my sisters and talk to them. i miss them sm and i cant keep it like this #after the first classes are done i'll apply for 4 more classes nd a loan just to buy myself some time #and then i'll keep working on my mental and physical health #after that i'll either try getting a job or applying to uni or a craft/work related education #i'll keep trying to put myself in waiting lists for appartments #idk i will just keep trying with life. for my mom. #even if everything feels so fkn dark nd hopeless nd scary nd nightmarish rn. i cant leave my mom i just cant. #but im rlly hoping the surgery will go ok bc .. idk how to handle a life w all of those complications that can arise after #so im just rlly rlly hoping. my grandma nd great grandma removed their gallbladders nd they were fine. so im hoping i'll be too

[aurosoulart]

I feel like you've definitely done this before, but I can't find anything so I thought I'd ask. Do you know any other cool vr artists I can check out? I know it's a rare specialty on Tumblr at least, but I've never seen someone do the kind of stuff you do and I'd love to see some examples in different styles

OH MAN DO I EVER...... hold on to your hats cuz this will get long. none of these people are on tumblr but they're all worth checking out!!

anyways here's the prominent XR artists in the world right now that I know off the top of my head (note: I'm bound to miss some people, also some sell NFTs, some don't, just a PSA):

Rosie Summers - UK VR artist & one of my personal fav inspirations. if you like space and whimsy, you'll like her art!

Giant Swan - Australian VR artist. his work with color & texture is some of the best I've ever seen

Goro Fujita - prominent art director who was born in Japan and who now does VR animations in a VR animation program called Quill! really worth checking out if you are at all interested in learning 3d animation.

Piyo Master - Japanese VR artist who makes some seriously cool mech designs - among other things!!

Emma / The Spatial Canvas - US-based artist with a whole YouTube series on teaching VR art! her environment work is SUPER good.

Minhang - Vietnamese VR artist who makes INCREDIBLY detailed painting worlds

Anna Zhilyaeva / Anna Dream Brush - French VR artist and probably one of the most famous VR artist/performers in the world.

Suk - Korean VR artist with a wonderful traditional ink art style

Kudo Albus - Japanese VR artist with a VERY cute art style

Kevin Ang - US-based artist and MY GOOD FRIEND!! 💖 his work is very storybook-vibes and nature-inspired

Vaidehi / Ozymandias - UK-based artist (and also my friend!) with a crazy abstract, cubist, occasionally even dadaist art style

Yamakeiart - Japanese VR artist - and a tattoo artist as well! her tattoo design work really shines through in her VR art

SaRaN - Japanese VR artist. super detailed and magical worlds

Gaston Carballal - VR artist based in Argentina with a really unique style - his worlds look like they're made entirely of wicker and clay

Julius Kleberski - French VR artist who is very underrated - he makes detailed worlds and these gorgeous filigree-style 3d sculptures

Angeles - Spanish VR artist who is extremely skilled at creating animals and human faces!

Lucy Boyd-Wilson - US VR artist with beautiful abstract & nature-based work.

Sabby Life - US-based VR artist & educator, and a lead of the VR Art Live community! I could list even more artists at this point BUT you could also just find them yourself by joining the VR Art live Discord - it's a main hub for XR art and there's tons of community events and resources available there!! 💖

#auropost #I HOPE THAT GIVES U A LOT TO LOOK THRU EHEHE #if you want to find even more vr artists they're all in instagram #just go through the tilt brush or vrart tag #or gravity sketch/open brush/quillvr #the vast majority of the artists listed above use tilt brush/open brush #you can also search youtube for tilt brush/open brush tutorials! there's a good amount nowadays #but yeah i also retweet many of these artists on my twitter as well #i keep trying to get people to join tumblr but no one thinks it's worth it LOL #someday though....... i'll get kevin to join 😂 #he'd fit in just fine here

[jabeur]

question. is it possible for smut to be both hot and super fucking cringe

#bc like #i don't think i'll ever finish let alone publish this i think it's just. why did i write that #like it was fine but then it started feeling super cringe #but it is kinda hot. but probably just bc i know what i like and wrote that lmao #but it's not GOOD. or ACCEPTABLE. or GOOD. did i say GOOD. #can you guys tell i've never written smut #i was like alright you know what i've been making these two go thru so much pain i think i'll make jannik and matteo have some fun time #i forgot to take into consideration that i have to be good at it so that it works #part of me wants to end my own suffering and finish this tonight and let it be bad whatever who cares. if i really do not like it i'll just #pretend i never wrote it and not share it lmao #jesus why is writing so hard. like it's not even that hard when i'm actually writing it's when i'm Not that it starts to get unbearable #nico rambles

[orcelito]

Been finishing up act 2 of bg3. It's a good thing I find the battle systems so fun bc Hoo Boy there sure do be battles

#speculation nation #im going the epic hero direction this run. mostly bc i care about saving innocents' lives as much as possible #which means Killing Necromancers...... ugh. #cloudkill my beloathed. me n my homies hate cloudkill (used against us at least) #i got my vampire kicked into a fucking CHASM i had to reload a save 😭😭😭 #he's been phenomenally unuseful in these fights bc theres so many people and so few places to hide #usually hes one of my biggest damage dealers. and sometimes he can get a good shot in #but a lot of turns hes just firing one dinky lil arrow and then hiding in the corner #...... i keep forgetting about the fancy arrows. i have so many of those. i should try to remember them when i get to the Big battle. #which. hmmm. we r gonna hope it's not Too difficult a battle. ive been able to get thru every battle so far in this game #turns out im Pretty Damn Good at this game. to the point where i'll brute force it and still end up fine. #the literal only battle i had to leave and go back for was the big spider queen thing in the bottom of the well. she was scary. #im level 9 now tho and full of so much guts n grit. and loot. holy fucking shit the loot. #im looting every body (including fallen allies. sorry guys ur gold's goin to a good cause.) #i have karlach with a like 460 carrying capacity but she STILL keeps getting encumbered. from all the armor. #im making fucking Thousands off this tower capture im gonna have so much fucking money #once i leave here and can actually. sell them all 😂 #anyways i have been having fun! had to stop for the night bc it's late. but i will be killing thorny ass tomorrow. mark my words.

[izzy-b-hands]

Attempting to organise the our flag characters into levels for that complete cast challenge thing bc surely attempting this challenge on hard mode with a huge cast will help my writer's block/s

and checking imdb for all of it and just....there's a guy on here for a character named Dax, and it went uncredited and i'm just sat here like. Whomst in the fuck was Dax and where was he. How in the fuck am I gonna write for this guy and the huge list of other extras when I can't even place the fucking scene some of them were in. Like, some like Abshir I remember of course but others im just. fuckin' patrick looking under his rock like 'whomst the fuck are y'all????' I know I probably saw y'all but had no idea this is who you were meant to be playing and-

I make good decisions lmao

#text post #my brain is shredding itself like cheese bc i've been dealing with Emotions post aotd watch bc fuck if that movie didn't like #fuckin' at me with my emotional and mental and family issues and shit in both a bad and good way lmao #and it's very upset that i can't seem to write bc writing is usually how we work thru things but! lately! I get words down barely #then get stuck and then i close the doc and resist the urge to cry bc i know im probably never gonna finish half of these new drafts #and even if i finish them will i be brave enough to publish them here or ao3? probably not #at least not right now and god. i just wanna share fucking words and emotions and my brain wants that but works against me all the same #whatever it's fine i should switch to organising the metalocalypse characters or sr or something instead #watch me make this doc and then not get any of this challenge done and hate myself for it lmaoooo #but at least i'll have it all ready to go re: levels and guidelines and stuff. there's that

[ranvwoop]

i started bleeding profusely into my mask at school and had to like . be super casual as I changed it and cleaned myself off like I did not have small little package of wet blood. and also all over my face.

#vwoop.noises #i am having one of the [days. weeks. TBH a really bad month but It's ok . We are going ot get thru it] #blood #for cws #i am fine. i have spontaneous chronic nosebleeds. They are an inconvenience to everyone #it's still bleeding but not like . dripping. i'll have to go clean my face tho ;;;; At least. Well . My mask is very powerful #None of the blood dripped through. This is why masking is a good hting. Or else I would bleed on you

[piplupod]

quick post bc im fucking frustrated to tears rn over this (was just logging in to update my writing sideblog lmao) - the most infuriating and terrifying thing abt my current situation is that despite the lifelong abuse, i still cannot keep my fucking mouth shut sometimes

I've been doing what I can to keep myself up to date with what's happening news-wise without pushing myself into dangerous territory mentally/emotionally, and STILL I fucking suffer because I could not keep my mouth shut around parents TWICE now within the past couple days. and then i get into hot water with them and shit gets bad again and i lose whatever meager amounts of respect or trust or whatever semblance of human decency and kindness they had decided to give to me bc I'd "earned" it by being silent and agreeable.

all i said today was that i think Domino's might be a company to boycott bc my mother mentioned getting pizza for my brother's upcoming bday and then there was just a whole fucking awful thing and I just am so fucking angry w myself. it was so much easier and safer when i never had access to the internet bc i never knew anything that they didnt agree with so i could never say anything wrong in that regard. like at least i Know things now and can actually have opinions, but ... idk. sometimes I feel like it isnt worth it if I keep fucking myself over like this because I can't just hold my tongue.

#the other instance was me saying the same fucking shit abt mcdonalds to my dad yesterday when i was in the vehicle w him #i just. i could honestly strangle myself. why the fuck am i so stupid like this #I've learned this lesson over and over and over again. why can't i get it thru my fucking head to keep my mouth shut all the time #do not talk to them!! ever!! about anything!!! why is that so difficult for me!!! #just be a fucking bobblehead!! nod and agree!! stop fucking talking and having opinions and thoughts of ur own!!! #okay im outta here again now sorry fjdkdl I'll try to log back in and delete this when i update my nowrimo stuff again tomorrow #boohoo poor me wah wah theres ppl dying and i have the fucking gall to feel sorry for myself jfc i need to get a grip #if i just kept my mouth shut it'd literally be fine for the most part. so its just me being unable to control myself thats causing this #stop! talking!! even here!! shut up!! #abuse tw #ask to tag idk what else to tag this with sorry lmk if u need anything tagged and i will do so in the future #vent tw

[hoodie-prince-kid]

You ok bro?

Could be better

#Im fine! Been fine all day. Stuff is happenin tho but i'll get thru it

[eliasbouchardslut]

..

#logically i know i've gone thru worse panic breakdowns than this and came out fine #but gd i'm just so tired of this #the constant panic. i just feel like i'll be stuck like this forever even tho i know it's been proven to not be true #my life has been so fucking hard and it just gets worse