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#it's Friday and I'm in my pyjamas since like 4 PM...what a life.
murobrown
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#it's Friday and I'm in my pyjamas since like 4 PM...what a life.
#now my stomach decided to kill me so I just collapsed on the couch and then my brain started to be self destructive too and now I'm sad
#feeling kinda lonely
#i love isolating myself and solitude more than anything but sometimes I just want those small things
#like someone who would take me for a walk like I'm a fucking dog
#or watching movie not on my own
#cooking or baking for someone
#and I'm trying to get over it because I'll probably never get this stuff in my life
#i miss being around my family because those are the only people i feel comfortable with
#all friendships i have feel like chores or job interviews
#i feel like I can't feel this connection with anyone anymore
#i don't share same interests or opinions with my friends anymore
#i don't have same life experiences as them
#and it's still alright to see them from time to time but I just don't feel the need to be intimate with them
#i mean intimate like vulnerable
#and I don't fucking know how to make new friends when you're 25 and introverted and little ugly
#and I don't even know if I want friends
#i guess I need a pet that's all
#no I think I just need less free time so that I don't have time to think those things
#but you know what I'm still doing good like overall I'm happy with my life
#i still feel so fucking grateful for everything i have right now compared what a mess it was just few months ago
#not even speaking about one year ago
#and two years ago doesn't even feel like me an my life anymore
#it feels bad saying it but I'm proud of myself because I did this all by myself
#I'm here doing good only because of myself
#like I gave myself all this stuff i always wanted
#I'm making myself happy for the first time in my life
#for the first time in my life I don't fully hate myself... just a little :) sometimes
#sometimes I can even feek sorry or forgive my past self but that's still work in progress
#i don't know what am I saying anymore this is what happens when I'm with no chores or responsibilities for more than one hour
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