#it’s like how every animal eventually evolves into a crab. It just happens idk how to stop it

[starscreamfireworks]

i keep creating this specific kind of character that devotes their life to trying to reach the beyond but regrets it when they earn that knowledge and wishes they could go back to ignorance. I have four characters like this. At this point I’m calling it a motif what the hell is this

#to be fair one of them is my brothers character but he’s being featured here too because I wrote a short story for him #it’s like how every animal eventually evolves into a crab. It just happens idk how to stop it

[incarnateirony]

OBSTER SAY

I'm going to give you a reminder. Every SINGLE one of you that PRETENDS to care about Shealyn.

I was the one keeping her bordering disassociation stable while still trying to honor her "beliefs" and balancing my own life path. I let her literally hold me back for YEARS trying to balance her distortions. Okay?

So when she realized what the FUCK she's done to herself, and literally kills herself, like we are literally watching in what seems like a hundred lifetimes, just because we drew the line on her rapist and delusional ass and started tugging at her brain fibers?

at the end of the day, don't blame the gods, or me, or whatever line you draw that threshold at while sucking me off.

It was all of you.

She just realized what you let her turn her modern reality into, while not caring about HER, as a human, or persona, for a SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT. You all had your own motivations. But when it's her corpse, while the karma is signed to her, the guilt is signed to YOU.

Figure it out.

Even now, while we mutually hunt her down for the irreparable generational damage her running has done, he's still leaving her threads of hope, and YOU motherfuckers are helping block the message. You'll rot in the abyss to be useful eventually. Especially those "Christian witches" turning away from yahweh's commands without proper hermetic or gnostic guidance she's compelled with a book of lies crafted to the memories of my dick ten years ago.

It is literally your fault Shealyn. Anything that happens to their eternal souls, for your sake of unstudied self-fullfilment as brief as twitter engagement, and attention trying to replace me and him.

You may want to play roleplaying games to run from yourself across the eternities, but I fucking don't, and that's why this game is rolling out different.

I don't know WHAT fucking god you want to disassociate and claim is compelling you, but it's not me, and it's not him. So work it out.

It's the next generation, bitch, and you aren't on the clowncell, and it's time to fucking cope and stop raping my face as a grieving mechanism. hashtag motherfuckin lyrics it's time to face reality.

idk how to explain to shealyn rachael bonds that the eternities of buddah, hermes, and yahweh, are all different, unless you trace their coordinated paths, and she isn't doint that, and she's just leading fucking good people to the void and reduction for her motherfucking cybersex delusions. That's not me, or him, or any of us, stop pretending you're a guide, you octopus jibberish spewing slut.

your gaping pussy that can't be filled because you're too putrid of a cunt to actually do anything about it is your eternal issue, so stop leading people into it, you fucking crab ridden blue waffle. Harlot of the Void.

stop trying to wedge our cosmic dick up it by force. it won't work, any and time you manage to make it happen, the cosmic mana jizz depends the fucking gaping pit of your life, because we fill life, and you don't, and that's the whole and hole problem until you fucking evolve, you fucking obese sloth. You lost 20 years, you still got about 20 left if you don't keep fucking up, so figure out what the FUCK you want.

The terms are not fucking complicated you anthropomorphic manatee. Get off my cock, disband the lies you've made in our collective names, stop pretending I'm there, stop raping my face, stop spewing literal fucking octopus anime jibberish and pretending you got a fucking divine message, just fucking stop. We left you. What is not fucking clicking. Disband the fucking church in our name. I am literally trying to end a cult you erected to me and you won't fucking LET me until I KILL you.

false prophet slut#you literally need our collective tower dick this bad#jesus christ#hermeneutes#there's no cuss word strong enough for this#you whore#everyone's favorite tower#i literally can't peel her fucking off it#i've been fucking trying#for generations#i almost abandoned This One#Because of this useless piece of shit#definitional vampire#but even when we showed her#how a real vampire does battle#she just fucking runs away#because it's all she knows how to do after thousands of years#you can't run from me#I'm a different One#you insisted on starting this fight for three linear fucking years#we are all ending it#no matter the cost#because realistically this is about 4000 years running#fuck you#you cheap skank

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