#it’s 12:11 am rn

[kinneys]

I know I would apologise, if I could, see your eyes cause when you showed me myself, you know I became, someone else

#for literally like 15+ yrs of my life i just thought this was ireedemably cheesy but im afraid im in deep rn. it's good. it's valid #is it believable at this point in the story? no. but that doesn't matter <3 #am i glad they didn't use it and is what they did use better? yes. but nevertheless. have to respect it #that they were forced to film this due to *9/11* also indescribably funny. but they gave it their all i feel #bourne #jason x marie #some of us made full AMVs to the song when we were 12 but tragically deleted them from youtube because they were like 480p #did bluray even exist in 2007? honestly i dont think so. makes you think! #my stuff #my bourne stuff

[skitskatdacat63]

Lmfao my mom was getting on me abt not having enough to do this upcoming semester so I decided ah okay I'll add another class. And that's perfectly fine. But the one I picked results in the majority of my schedule being generally unaffected and still lax, but my Thursday being absolutely fucked.

For reference, on every other day I'd spend like less than four hours in class/commuting(anywhere from zero hours to almost four), but Thursday, its almost 9 hours combined 😭 which is like fine with me, but I think ill despise thursdays after this, AND MY BIRTHDAY IS ON A THURSDAY :(

#she doesnt like the fact that im practically free on Fridays #<- online class that doesnt meet on that day #so ah i hope this balances out sjkfkflg #the way scheduling in my school works has such a weird affect #my mon/wens/fri are gonna be so chill and then tues/thurs is just....something #it makes it worse bcs one of my classes only takes place for a section of the semester #and that class is mon/wens so im only gonna be online after that #though i still think ill have to meet w that professor bcs there is in fact reasoning for that class to be so short lasting #but tues and thurs is just stuff that ill never get any reprieve from lol #four classes in one day. we'll see how it goes 🥰🥰 #also thurs will be interesting bcs i will have two classes just abt middle eastern politics #i came across a class on the arab-israeli conflict and wanted to take it bcs its obv very relevant rn #and then the one i just scheduled is also abt middle eastern politics so i really am going to be thru the ringer #not that its a bad thing at all!! i just mean its interesting how relevant this semester will be and how im just getting intensely informed #anyways i think the way i schedule would be a nightmare to anyone else #i try to schedule every class after 12(or 11 at least) so then all of them are crammed right after one another #and i wake up an hour before class and leave myself that meager time to get ready and commute lmfao #my friend asked me when i eat lunch. and im like uh ;;; never? 🥰 #lol dw i do eat but like i treat my time on campus like how can i pack this as densely as possible #i dont like sitting around by my lonesome it makes me depressed dhfkkg #also i think i will actually kms with all the writing im goong to have to do this semester #that is my reasoning to my mom abt why she shouldn't be pissed at my supposed lack of activity #like im taking so much thats emphasized with writing. dont worry i will be in fact budy #*busy #catie.rambling.txt

[histrionicscribbler]

realizing that you are cancellable for at least one thing you have done ever in your entire life and theres nothing you can do about it but embrace it or grow from it is like. a rite of passage on the internet these days

especially as a preteen/young teen because they are notorious for making bad choices

if you think you are perfect and exempt from this and still find it perfectly justifiable to tell internet strangers they should die for such things, you will fuck up one day because you are human and then you will understand what im talking about. and hopefully stop your clown ass behavior as well

it happens to everyone eventually. nobody can be mother theresa before they finish puberty

#im so tired girl #i made this bc i just scrolled past a callout post for someone i dont even know #their crime you ask? #shipping hikaru and kaoru when they were 11 #i am dead fucking ass rn #why are we cancelling a 23 year old over some 12 year old fandom activity #i get it guys incest is gross but some nuance would be nice bc this grown ass adult's blog hasnt posted about ohshc since 2015 #post was literally acting as if this person was still actively shipping them but then you check their post history and they obviously dont #peeb post

[invisiblyvisiblejay]

i slept for literally actually genuinely 12 hours last night and im STILL TIRED

#like i slept from 11 - 11 #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #i feel like. better i guess #but i still feel like i could just go to sleep rn #my sister has phd apps due so shes been staying up until like 6 am every night this week #and i have literally four things to do and im sleeping like 8 - 12 hours a night and im So Tired

[roimp]

girl.

#cannot believe that happened like okayyyyyyyyyyyy #hahahahahahahaahahah #11/12 yr old me would have DIED. #kinda am dying now too but like not that much #but when i tell you that garig at that age qould have DIED. #her mind is blasing rn she cannot believe this 😛😛😛😛😛 #gargi is keysmashing

[caught-in-a-dusty-web-of-secrecy]

the insane feeling of accomplishment when ur teachers notice ur work and ask to use it as an example for another class

#faerambles #i am so proud rn #my society and culture teacher asked if he could use my work as a reference for future classes and for his year 12 class #in in year 11 for reference #also he told me that he thought my work even in class was exemplary and that he could tell i was very studious and he enjoys having me in #his classes #and that if i would like to when we choose our yr12 mentors he would like mentoring me #which is so slay bc actually he's one of my favorite teachers #third teacher who has said they want to mentor me as well hehe :] #i was going to put him as an option anyways #but yeah #i love when my work is noticed #bc fuck i work so hard lmao

[healingheartdogs]

Having to sleep in one and a half hour increments so I can wake up to feed baby mice formula with a paint brush is flashing me back to my kitten raising days but WORSE BECAUSE DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO GET WOODMICE TO EAT

#they're so cute though #the two of them cuddling and playing in between meals #feel like their eyes could open at literally any minute now #they were fully covered in fur and had teeth already when they were brought to me so they're probably like 11-12 days old #and very active now that they've had some good meals and some pedialyte #so they must be opening soon #wonder how much harder it's going to be to feed them once they can see me #they dont act scared of me anymore when i pull them out to feed them now but seeing me I imagine will be very different for them #0/10 do not recommend trying to raise orphaned field mice on your own if you have wildlife rehab nearby who will take them #it is so much fucking work #but the wildlife rehabbers near us do not take wild mice so #here i am #feeding mice with a paint brush #every two hours #if they were any younger there would be no hope for this and I wouldn't bother but once their eyes open they can start eating solid food #which will be my saving grace lmao #and then once theyre weaned I'll release them outside... once all the smoke is gone #not about to release mouse babies outside when the air quality index is 205 and a solid DO NOT GO OUTDOORS y'know #the air is so bad here from the fires #literally the worst air quality in the world rn

[isayahacts]

One thing I'll never understand..

How do ppl just like.. Plan their all nighters?? Like days before it's happening? Take for example: It is 5:00 A.M. at the time I'm writing this. And throughout the day I was all tired, thinkin' like "Imma actually try getting some good sleep" and yet.. Here I am.. I don't think this is good.. for like my health.. But honestly idc. Why and how do y'all plan out your all-nighters??

#It started with me thinkin' at 11 p.m that I would get some sleep but then just.. Endless scrolling. #And then 12 a.m. came along and I'm like okay I REALLY need to sleep. #and yet here we are. #Keep in mind I have not consumed ANY caffeine today. #Although I did sleep a bit #but it was like 2 minutes #oo wow she healthyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy #she specialllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll #idk what I'm doing #but go to sleep idc if it's deadass 2 in the afternoon of if ur having sex with the ex #get some sleep #i'll just watch Mark struggle to put a green tape on a shelf for two hours #or him refusing to leave the starting screen for the first fuckin 15 MINUTES #... #I'M GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT #IM LIKE MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY HEALTHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY #wtf am i doing #UPDATE IT'S 5:11 RN WHICH MEANS I JUST WASTED MORE THAN TEN MINUTES WRITING THIS. Wtf.

[designernishiki]

one………..more………………trophy

#until I platinum yakuza 0. I am. so close #I can TASTE it #I just need to finish the game on legend mode now and I’m at uhhhh chapter 11 or 12 rn so #HHHHH #rambling #y0

[viewmonster-deactivated20230122]

having a susie moment and im not soryr about it. #Girl

#as somebody who had a lot of anger issues when i was younger. she is a very refreshing character 2 see #i think if deltarune came out when i was about 12 or 11 i wouldve really imprinted on her ... #shes so autistic to me. i wish i as more articulate so i could talk about how good she is but i am not doing too good on that fornt rn #transmission

[snekbagels]

do ye perchance have pics of jim you wldnt mind sharing 👀

I SURE DO

I offer you some recent shelf boys & a couple older favorites :3 he is one of the creatures ever

I’ve also drawn him a handful of times on my main- here’s a link to my favorite ft his lil frisbee

#he’s a pretty bastard boy <3 #(also fun fact his name isnt actually jim) (it’s toulouse) (he just ended up with an online nickname via some typos) #further puffball knowledge: he’s 11 almost 12 and currently having a return to kitten era with the new addition of his wall shelves #shelf zoomies <3 massive win for Habitat Enrichment #idk if you have insta but I do regularly post Jim Content on stories there 👀 ofc my ipad is broken rn so that’s on pause but. hopefully soon #ill be able to do that again #i am not usually one to plug the hell app but it allows lil temporary videos which works well for cats #asks #to-junipterandmars #also bc I feel the need to say it anytime I show a picture of the corner shelf: the cardboard is not loadbearing don’t worry #he just looked at it funny & didn’t trust it until I made it look like it had brackets like all the others #anyways thank u for asking abt him I love my strange little son with all of my heart #so here is. Many Images :3

[martyrbat]

ok so i had my first haircut at a salon today but i have SUCH bad sensory issues so i was kinda grimacing. then felt bad and apologized for my poor hairdresser bc oh god what if she thinks i hate it ir am naking her skill or smthn??

so i explained how i never had this before and got ‘some weird ensory issues’ with my ears and the sensation and im sorry but shes doing great and tell me why this fucking Milf with a capital M of a woman said ‘oh dont worry doll-baby, ill make sure be really gentle with you’ bc i think if i wasnt trying to cry i would have fucking cummed because holy fucking shit ??? ma'am????

#someone remember to send me this post next time i talk about feeling like an imposter/faker with my autism or whatever ok?? #ok thanks besties :) #but i swear to fucking god its 11:20 pm. i had it cut at 4pm. #i am both still so woa womam...... at her AND think a pair of pliers to my eardrums would be the most logical choice rn bc god my ears ache #i cut my own hair all the time and usually it doesnt bother me? but having someone else do it and touch near them and then use buzzers.... #my little autistic brain is a marble and its been rattling nonstop because bad sensory bad sensory bad sensory bad sensory bad sensory bad #she was so sweet but i had to manually breathe after this like thank u for trying!!! thats so nice !!!! but unfortunately im kinda gay ! #also never ever getting someone else to cut my hair again. im about to go to bed at fucking 12 just to hope i can manage to get any sleep #and that itll help with this purgatory of being 5 minutes away from a meltdown for almost 8 hours

[orcelito]

also yes, even while im actively trying to get myself to work on writing my goddamned program, my brain still wants to work on my fic

#speculation nation #im not allowed to write fanfic rn which my brain is taking to mean i should do Planning instead #insufferable. absolutely insufferable. #ive opened the application though. gotta fetch my prior server code to build off of. #i just need to add threading to it to support more than one client at once. have it accept input that will be used in if statements #to see if it's the raspberry pi or the user connecting. and from there i need to do the actual image transfer shit. #so three main parts. the good news is i wont have to do anything more than image transfer. the bad news is i have never actually done it b4 #i have 5 hours left before i have to get ready for work. and if absolutely necessary i'll have a bit more time afterwards. #but not much time. it's 6 am rn. i work 12-4. and the files are due at 5. so. #11 am is my ideal cut off. we'll see lol. #the hardest part of all of this is the fact that i wont be able to fucking test it. i'll just have to go off of whether it compiles. #make something that compiles and then pass it off to raspberry pi dude to test it. sorry dude Genuinely that u got stuck with me #cant help that my mental health took a nose dive the past 2 months lmao

[dragoncarrion]

I was awoken at 8 in the fucking morning by my neighbors doing a deep cleaning of their car with the loudest pressure washer and vacuum cleaner known to mankind

#shortext #GRRGHHHHHH FUCK OFF I HOPE YOUR CAR GETS DIRTY TODAY AND THAT IT NEVER WASHES OFF #'ummm you should've been awake at that time 🤓' i am in VACATIONS. rn my normal waking up time is 11:30 and getting out of bed is 12 pm.

[megatraven]

with that wip shared... i need to go buy food so i’ll be back in a little while lol

#meg speaks #IM GONAN DIE TONIGHT BESTIES #IM AWAKE RN WHEN I SHOULD BE ASLEEP #MY SHIFT CHANGE GOES INTO EFFECT NOW AAND ILL BE WORKING #11:30PM TO 7:30 AM #IT IS 12:30 PM RN.... #AND IVE ALREADY BEEN UP A COUPLE HOURS #IF I STAY AWAKE THRU TO THE END OF MY SHIFT... I WILL HAVE BEEN AWAKE FOR ABOUT 22 HOURS #actually i woke up at about 9 am today #and i would get hoem at about 8 am tomorrow #which means if i dont sleep anymore today... #i will have been awake for 23 hours :)

[sharp-tooths]

luv u 🫶 hope ur having a good day

- mystery mutual

AA Thank you! Its alright so far, I just keep putting myself through emotional turmoil by refusing to stop thinking about Trigun Stampede which has left me in SHAMBLES

#Show ur face rn so i can hug u #but yea. #ive managed to. fully process episode 11 only yesterday and the episode came out on saturday. #Am I over it? absolutely not. i dont think ill get over it until episode 12 comes out #this show has completely rotted out my brain then proceeded to replace it with Trigun Mush #me going into trigun stampede: oh fun a new anime to occupy my time for a while! #me now: digging the hyperfixation hole deeper and deeper while sobbing #ive rewatched the og anime twice now #im thinking about rewatching it again to destress from episode 11 #and ive rewatched stampede consistently nearly daily since episode 3 came out #except for this week #its too painful rn to subject myself to the horrors again rn i need episode 12 first #but after stampede finishes season 1 im gonna read the manga and proceed to die all over again for the fourth time