#it really took me up until reading the Fiery Heart to realize smh I am a fool

[rosehathaways-sidepiece]

finally realized that the reason I always connected to Rose more than Sydney is that while, yes, I too suffer Sydney-esque social anxiety and ineptitude, Rose happens to be a grade-A messy bitch with shades of dangerous fuck-up-titude, and that happens to be my exact vibe in life just with fewer social skills

#I've been trying to figure out why I vibe with rose more for literal years #by all rights I should vibe with Sydney better but my endless reactive fuckup energy is far too reminiscent of Rose Hathaway for that #vampire academy #rose hathaway #sydney sage #it really took me up until reading the Fiery Heart to realize smh I am a fool #I feel like I could really do a meta about how rose and sydney are inversions of each other #and why certain people gravitate toward one or the other #but maybe another time