#instead i am lazy and poor and i love myself anyway. checkmate beauty tiktok.

[moinsbienquekaworu]

I have spots and zits and pimples many places on my body but especially my higher back and my arms, and yet every summer you can see me wear tank tops & backless stuff like I have a model's skin, and I think that's very sexy of me

#not actually sexy. i just think confidence is good #i was thinking of how cool my parents are - supportive nonviolent understanding etc etc love them #but even the best intentioned and good at their job parents fuck some parts of it up sometimes l #like my mom has her own insecurities and she keeps commenting on them when the topics arise #(skin clothing etc) #and i am so so glad i only internalised like a few of them #i am extremely happy that out of everything that has happened to me i literally do not care that i don't have clear skin #because it would cost me so much money and energy to try and attain that #instead i am lazy and poor and i love myself anyway. checkmate beauty tiktok. #and literally nobody cares except if i'm bleeding!! #yeah if you scratch at a zit it bleeds at some point and if it's on your temple at hairline level people look at you weird #but apart from that. literally do not care about that part of myself #thank everything honestly #wow i have a ramble tag now #unfortunately i have skin